~PhYZURA'S FANTASTIC LIFE~

Happy New Year

2012-01-17T13:51:00.001+08:00

happy new year peeps.

keep on rockin'.

peace. as always.. :)

SOMEONE LIKE YOU..

2011-10-20T12:07:00.002+08:00

To whom it may concern ...

17th October 2011

I heard, that you'd settled down.
That you, found a girl and your married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things, I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
It ain't like you to hold back or hide from the lie.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited.
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded,
That for me, it isn't over.

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best, for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah.

You'd know, how the time flies.
Only yesterday, was the time of our lives.
We were born and raised in a summer haze.
Bound by the surprise of our glory days.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded,
That for me, it isn't over.

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead", yay.

Nothing compares, no worries or cares.
Regret's and mistakes they're memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remembered you said:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"

p/s : just.. don't forget me.

HOLA!

2011-10-10T17:55:00.000+08:00

Miss my blog. Its been in deep silence.. for a while...

FREEDOM!!!!!

luv, phy.

Dah Raye dah weh??

2011-08-30T16:57:00.002+08:00

Uish.. rase cam jap je sbulan.

30 hari cam 3 hari.

30 juzuk pon tak sempat abes.. wuwu.

Takpe taun depan cube lagi. :)

Taun ni best lah.

Nape tah.

Adik aku pon cakap bende yang same.

Taun ni phamily aku tema PURPLE.

Shopping taun ni kat Jalan TAR je ngan mak n bancik.

bersame Ain si penyibuk. haha.

Banyak bende unexpected happened.

I am HAPPY :)

Dengan ini saye mengumumkan saye akan stay kat Mesia.

Once in a while akan pegi la jugak Ostolia..

Ai tak sampai hati la pulak nak berhijrah.

Hehe. ngade.

Apesal?

2011-08-24T02:13:00.002+08:00

ngantuk tapi xnak tido.

kenapekah?

adakah jiwa saya kacau?

ahaha. jiwa kacau edisi ke-2.

mari layan vidiyos ini. ;p

Bunga and Ari Lasso..

Christina Perry..

and last but not least..

ahahaha

sape lagi nokk..? paham2 jela ye.

ok. babai!

:)

2011-08-16T15:44:00.003+08:00

“43200 saat penuh SENYUMAN di bulan Ramadhan”

I luv this year's Ramadhan!

I luv yesterday!! =)

So,, It has been 15 days of fasting month already.. I would like to thank Allah for all the blessings.. Alhamdulillah,, sentiasa ada rezeki nak makan,, sentiasa ada teman untuk berbuka sama-sama. My mom who always cook my favourite dish whenever I went home.. Friends yang belanja makan best-best,, hehe. On 15th Ramadhan is one of the best buka puasa. I'll keep that in mind.. :) I'll update the pictures of Iftars with friends n family later. (they haven't hand them to me yett!! grr!)

And I pray for the best till the rest of Ramadhan. Tak fikir mood raya sangat. Since most of big phamily raya umah mertua. Semoga Ramadhan ni memberkati my phamily.. :)

Assalamualaikum.

Bakso Best!

2011-08-11T15:54:00.002+08:00

Arini mak saye masak bakso. Nyam2! Bakso mak saye memang "Best in the World". hehe Rase nak jemput je Razif Hashim makan skali. huhuhu.

and.. saye penat la today.. sebab buat kuih banyak. hee..

bye :P

Ready, Set, GO!

2011-07-31T11:13:00.004+08:00

credit : http://wallpapersku.blogspot.com

Today is the last day of Sya'aban. Tomorrow all Muslims will start fasting for a month..Since Ramadhan is the month to make as many good deeds as we can for the reward will be a whole lot more than any other months, lets take this opportunity to get as many pahala as we can. And I don't mean you go around and tell ppl how good or how many deeds you have made. It comes from the heart. The reward comes from Allah so, be frank to yourself. No point in doing good things for the intention of showing off. It doesn't matter whether the thing you do is big or small. or tiny. As long as you do it with a sincere heart and not expecting to impress people but to seek Allah's bless,, Insya'Allah there will be something for you from "the Creator". So,, here is a video I want to share with you made by Anwar Hadi and Aiman Azlan. In case you don't know the advantages of Ramadhan,, they said it all.. :)

Perhaps I'll post mine. Soon. Idk,, see lah.

SELAMAT BERPUASA and May Allah BLESS!! :)

owh,, and DON'T FORGET, people.

NO GOSSIPING, NO SWEARING,

NO DATING, NO LYING.

and this is a reminder for me too. Or else,, all the

pahala puasa will be in vain.. okey!

MTV World Stage...

2011-07-25T12:32:00.007+08:00

Mamai lagi.. huhu xlarat nak update. I LOVE JARED LETO!! waiting for the pictures!!

but here's a flick of it from MTV World Stage Official Blog and HERE

OH KACHAKK!!!

(credit to http://blog.mtvasia.com)

I mish my mum.. :(

2011-07-14T21:23:00.001+08:00

When I first watch this video somewhere around 2000 I guess,, it has been the "official" song that I dedicated to my mom.. ironically, she didn't know it. hehe.

I miss her. This is for her. I hope I can sing it to her one day.. :)

I TURN TO YOU - Christina Aguilera

When I'm lost in the rain
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way, when I'm scared losing ground
When my world is going crazy you can turn it all around
And when I'm down you're there pushing me to the top
You're always there giving me all you've got

For a shield, from the storm for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong, for the will to carry on
For everything you do, for everything that's true, I turn to you

When I lose the will to win
I just reach for you and I can reach the sky again
I can do anything 'cause your love is so amazing
'Cause your love inspires me
And when I need a friend you're always on my side
Giving me faith taking me through the night

For a shield, from the storm, for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong and for the will to carry on
For everything you do I turn to you yeah

For the arms to be my shelter through all the rain
For truth that will never change for someone to lean on
But for a heart I can rely on through anything
For the one who I can run to oh I turn to you

For a shield from the storm, for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong, for the will to carry on
For everything you do, for everything that's true
For everything you do, for everything that's true, I turn to you

365 Tips SGR #4

2011-07-14T08:39:00.003+08:00

Rehat yang berlebihan dapat melemahkan jasmani dan jiwa lalu menyebabkan terkumpulnya tenaga atau chi didalam tubuh. Akibatnya, nutrien makanan tidak dapat diserap dengan baik. Peredaran darah juga menjadi perlahan hingga menyebebkan gangguan pada jantung dan otak. Nabi ada mengajar sepotong doa,,

Sumber : http://lagendabudaksentul.wordpress.com

Maksudnya, "Ya Allah, aku berlindung padaMu daripada kegelisahan dan kesedihan. Aku berlindung padaMu daripada kelemahan dan kemalasan. Aku berlindung padaMu daripada ketakutan dan kikir dan aku berlindung padamu daripada terlilit hutang dan ditekan orang zalim."

Allahu'alam..

Road To...

2011-07-14T08:29:00.021+08:00

DIAMOND!!

This event is dedicated to those who already achieved certain positions in HR Marketing, for the Zon Tengah area. Which is Klang Valley. Though kitorang from Zon Utara, tapi kitorang pergi jugak untuk support other partners as well as nak bagi exposure pasal HR Marketing's events and partners to my dearie cousins Pharah and Aimi. We had fun :)

let the pics talk first lah. lenguh la tangan.

With Cik Ana, Cousin Pharah & Aimi

From left : Ana, Aimi, Me, Pharah

Clockwise : Aimi, Ana, Pn Atikah, me. The man is DD Amruz. He's a millionaire. Such an honour.. :)

The man with kopiah is DD Ustaz Omar. He's the 1st millionaire in HR Marketing.

The man up there is DD Bustami.

**later I update hokey...

I am going to MTV WORLD STAGE. Yeah!!

2011-07-12T09:58:00.008+08:00

Remember THIS POST? Hehehe.. Well guess what! I won passes to see them from Hitz.fm!! Super thankies :) !! that is what we call "You Asked For It, You Got It" :P I'll be going with my bro, Farez as I said before. I'm so thrilled, u'ols. Weehu! I told ya I'm gonna meet Jared Leto finally. haha.

**i'm over the moon @_@**

I've always love hitz.fm. They always pick up my calls. Especially JJ and Ean. In fact this morning my voice was on air calling them for the topic "if you were to make a video, who would you ask out and what would you want to do with them?" I said Ryan Higa of course! hehe :) Except for the time when they give out the Justin Bieber My World Tour free passes. I think trillions of girls were calling that time, so I didn't get through. Somehow, I got the Premier Screening passes of Never Say Never from hot.fm. Win some, lose some huh. Others are CD.. goodies.. a few hundreds of cash.. I love being LUCKY!

Never Say Never from hot.fm

**aku layan Justin Bieber okeh. xyah gelak. ngee.
Peace out!
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and I've already redeemed the passes @ASTRO Bukit Jalil. yayyy!!!!
(23rd July 2011)

We're gonna ROCK i-city baybeh!!

Jiwa kacau arr.

2011-07-09T15:21:00.005+08:00

What the heck la.. xsuke xsuke.
meh layan lagu yang merapu. kasi 'terbang' sket.
da ok nanti put ur feet back on the ground balik. hehe.

hamek.. I'll be back by 2pm.

moving mountains by Usher

new album by matluthfi90. hahahaha. ni paling best!

BOSAN DOWH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Papepon,, malam ni 'flight' balik 'Mesia'.. Yayy! huhuhu.
Balik jap pon jadi la.. Windu Mesia.. Windu gak kat my little cousins especially baby Miha..

newborn Baby Miha.. 3 months ago. awak mesti da besa skang kan.. wuwuwu. T_T

30 Seconds To Mars is coming to town!!

2011-07-09T14:39:00.012+08:00

On 24th of July this year, I mean this very month,, 30 Seconds To Mars (30STM) will be performing at MTV World Stage 2011 in Malaysia, baby!! Yayy!!! alongside Neon Trees, Beast from Korea and Malaysian local artiste, Pop Shuvit. Mara bahaya ni beb! hehe. It will be held at i-City, Shah Alam. The most colourful place in Malaysia :P . I've been thinking of going.. Kalau pegi pon,, gi ngan my bro, Farez je la kot. Najem already confirmed pegi konsert Incubus. Which'll happen a day before MTV World Stage. hampeh kan? nak pegi 2-2 rabak arr..

Anyways,, MTV is kind enough to give out a pair of Meet N Greet Passes to 30STM fans..! Tapi of course there's a price for it. You have to play a game.. Answer 10 Questions about them as fast as u can.. The most correct answers in the shortest time will win them. How am I doing?? Well, so far....

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**click to enlarge**

oops.. I did better after that, hehe.

the internet speed is quite slow tho. I'm trying to get 10secs.

Wish me luck.. :)

Jared Leto,, here I come!!!

**try it HERE. and beat me if u can :P

demmit. I penat2 la google to find the answers,, rupenye dah ade jawapan bocor. chiss!

365 Tips SGR #3

2011-07-07T09:47:00.002+08:00

Terdapat beberapa perbezaan antara pola pemikiran berasaskan perubatan nabi dan pola pemikiran berasaskan perubatan moden. As-Suyuthi menyatakan penyakit dapat disebabkan oleh beberapa perkara iaitu gangguan udara, salah makan ataupun minum, kekeliruan gerak, rehat yang sedikit atau berlebihan, respon emosi yang berlebihan, istirehat emosi yang berlebihan, tidur dan berjaga yang tidak seimbang, adanya cecair yang berlebihan serta gangguan pengeluaran cecair tubuh.

**Either way, yang penting dapat menyembuhkan penyakit tanpa penglibatan perkara2 / bende2 yang HARAM.. :)

It's Quest Crew, baby!

2011-07-06T14:00:00.003+08:00

So,, yesterday was hectic. After brainstorming for this month's activities, I 'treat' myself with some new choreography (from Youtube je) and watched ~~some~~ a bunch of dance videos especially by the ABDC Show. The latest one, ABDC Season 6 welcomes their Season 3's winner, the Quest Crew as the Special Guest. Since I am still in the mood of the 'best' shuffle song of all time, "Party Rock Anthem", their performance just heating it up even more. :) ENJOY

They are super smokin'!!!!

and I <3 Dom! hehe

365 Tips SGR #2

2011-07-05T23:33:00.013+08:00

MARAH adalah manifestasi kesedihan dan kesombongan. Perasaan marah menyebabkan tangan menggeletar, wajah memerah dan jantung berdegup kencang. Perasaan marah membebankan otak, pembuluh darah dan jantung. Kemarahan yang berulang-ulang menunjukkan orang itu menderita penyakit hati. Dia juga terdedah kepada risiko penyakit darah tinggi, angin ahmar, kemurungan, penyakit saraf pusat, sakit jantung, vertigo dan gayat.

365 Tips Sihat Gaya Rasulullah

2011-07-04T09:56:00.002+08:00

Salam..
Okeh, seperti tajuk diatas. Saye nak share sikit 1 buku yang saya baca (yang dibeli oleh Cik Ana) tentang camne nak jaga kesihatan ikut cara Rasulullah SWT. Basically dalam Al-Quran dah lengkap terangkan cara yang betul jaga kesihatan. In terms of makan ke, tidur ke, aktiviti ke, solat ke, semualah. Tapi maybe kite kurang pengetahuan pasal tu, kite pon tak la jaga sangat sume tuh then jatuh sakit.. So, buku ni ade 365 tips. Saye akan share ikut hari la ek. 1 hari 1. InsyaAllah lepas setahun abislah. Best oo buku ni. Baru la I tahu banyak bende yang kite buat sebelum ni memudaratkan. So, bile dah tau kite amal same2 la ek..

01 (Perilaku Pintar) :

Allah berkata dalam surah Muhammad, ayat 38, "Ingatlah, kamu diseru supaya menderma dan membelanjakan sedikit harta benda di jalan Allah. Tetapi ada diantara kamu yang berlaku bakhil. Sesiapa yang berlaku bakhil, sesungguhnya dia hanyalah berlaku bakhil kepada dirinya sendiri. Ingatlah Allah itu Maha Kaya sedangkan kamu semua orang yang miskin. Apabila kamu berpaling daripada beriman, bertakwa dan menderma, dia menggantikan kamu dengan kaum lain yang tidak lagi berkeadaan seperti kamu." Punca kebakhilan adalah mencintai dunia secara berlebihan, takut miskin dan hati yang selalu runsing dan tidak bahagia. Akibatnya diri mudah diserang gangguan seperti nyanyuk dan sukar tidur. Kesedihan yang berpanjangan menyebabkan kita mudah diserang penyakit paru-paru.

So, kat sini kita digalakkan menderma dan jangan terlalu ikut perasaan. Jangan biar diri depressed lama2 / paranoid. Buku ni memang best giler and saye sangat rase nak share dgn seramai mungkin orang supaya kita mampu hidup sihat and bahagia tanpa perlu belanja kos yang tinggi okeh!

rujukan: 365 Tip Sihat Gaya Rasulullah by Dr.Mohammad Ali Toha. PTS Milennia Sdn Bhd

Penang Extravaganza

2011-07-02T20:04:00.008+08:00

Right after the seminar,, Ana, Pijah and haku pegi Penang. That was the first time ever in my frickin' life pegi Pulau Pinang. Haha.. as usual,, better late than never. Besides, memang nak kasi khatam satu Malaya baru leh gi Australia, betul? So, dengan ini complete la penjelajahan aku ke semua negeri kat semananjung nih.. Destinasi yang dituju? Bukit Bendera!! weehu. This is totally an unplanned trip hokey. Kitorang wonder mane nak pi lepas seminar tuh. Alang2 nak gi umah Pijah kat Bayan Lepas,, kitorang ronda la..

it was a surprise when 'bekas' pelajar dapat student price .. becoz she brought her student card! it's not fair! i lost mine!!

up up and away...!

me and Pijah

sempat lagi tu nokk..

hehehe

abang botak yang tak dikenali.. inside the tunnel

subhanallah..

malas nak cite banyak.. let the pics talk,,

and.. I've made a video of it :P

huhu Peace!

Seminar Hidup Luar Biasa

2011-06-28T08:45:00.004+08:00

Hallow..
Last Sunday, 26th June saye attend Seminar Hidup Luar Biasa by Dr. Azizan Othman and Afdlin Shauki. Pegi ngan Cik Ana and her friend, Pijah. This is the 3rd time I attend Dr. AO punye seminar. It was held at Sunway Hotel, Seberang Jaya, Penang. Ramai gak yang pegi and crowd bleh tahan sporting. Content die memang best. At first Dr. AO nak share 10 tips je but end up die bagi 20 tips! Heheh.. thank you! :)

Some of the tips yang die share is.. yang paling ULTIMATE la bagi aku,,

"For things to change. I must CHANGE first"

Betul tak? Cuz manusia ni dilahirkan same je. Sume dari perut mak kan.. So, ape yang bezakan kite is perkara yang kite lalui and pelajari semasa kita membesar. If selama ni ape yang kite buat adalah biasa-biasa je, CHANGE la. Kalau tak tau macam mane, mintak tunjuk ajar dari orang yang lebih berpengalaman dan BERJAYA. ok.. tak semestinya semua orang yang makan garam dulu tuh betul. You have to choose the right mentor. Paling senang nak change is your thoughts. Ape yang kite FIKIR. Tu yang akan buat kite change ape yang kite FEEL. Which will lead to the right ACTION,, and of course akan menghasilkan KEJAYAAN yang kita mahukan. Be positive at all times. Ingat, cakap kat orang sebelah, "SAYA KAYA DAN BERJAYA" hehehe. Nak jugak.. Sape yang gi seminar Dr.AO die tau la..

One day, I'll take a picture with the REAL them!

Unfortunately Afdlin Shauki x dapat join skali cuz die kene habiskan shooting Papadom 2. :( Frust beb! Wa minat giler kat Afdlin!! Takpe,, maybe next time.. Mane tau nanti2 dapat jumpe in person lak kan. Leh amik gambar same-same ke.. hehe. But fortunately, Afdlin already recorded a video about ape yang die nak sampaikan kat peserta.. Dia cerita kisah hidup die,, usaha dia,, cabaran n dugaan yang die penah tempuh and what makes him be who he is today.. Yang paling penting motto yang die pegang,, "If it's to be, it's up to me". Kite yang control pilihan kite, bukan orang lain.. So, PILIH lah jalan hidup anda dengan betul.. It's never too late for anything. You can start to CHANGE your action NOW!!!

"Go go go! Move it! Move it!" - Mikail Kongsi. hehehe.

Extraordinary people. hehe.

"How you do anything is how you do everything".. PEACE yow!

The GREEN LANTERN

2011-06-25T18:28:00.002+08:00

Ryan Reynolds bebeh!

Yesterday I tengok wayang lagi with Miss Anna. Die da gile. hari2 nak tengok wayang. haha!
Anyway, thanks darling.. belanje. :P Well, actually she was influenced by someone yang cite ni best and motivational. Since her curiosity level is high,, she dragged me along to watch. Me? I never really bother this kind of movie but hey, there's Ryan Reynolds. And Blake Lively. Should be worth it.. :)

See i told u it's worth it.. ahahhaha (astaghfirullahal'azim)

Basically you guys can read the synopsis on the net. I just want to wrap it up in my own opinion..

Well,, overall this movie is just like any other superhero movie. such as Spiderman, Fantastic Four etc. But, for Hal Jordan (Ryan), he is 'The Chosen One'. Not accidentally chosen or bitten by an insect whatsoever. For an irresponsible, sloppy but potential person like him,, everybody would doubt his ability including himself. But as things goes.. he realized that backing off in a crucial situation (like he always used to in his complicated relationship with Carol) is not a good idea. Somehow he managed to find the willpower to fight the powerful-but-ugly enemy. And as usual... Mr, Superhero WINS! yayy!

See, the thing is,, how can you know how far can you go? The answer is............................. YOU WON'T KNOW. Until you put yourself in a test. For example, an SPM student have to sit the test to know if they are able to get straight A's. A government servant have to sit the test also in order to be accepted. TEST evaluate whether you are capable or not. But at the end of the day.. YOU yourself are the who chose to be ready and win or be defeated.

Okay.. bla bla bla.. kesimpulannye cerita ni best. The tougher the challenge, the stronger you become if you did it well. Don't run from your enemy. Fight them. As the saying goes..

"What doesn't kills you makes you stronger"

okeh, babai! Peace..

Aaron Aziz is..... MALEK!!

2011-06-23T12:52:00.003+08:00

Smalam wa gi tengok KL Gangster.
Sama Cik Ana dekat SP.

Cik Phy

Cik Ana

Wa mula-mula tadak minat sangat la.. Wa tau itu cerita tiru lebih kurang Young And Dangerous.
Tapi tiba-tiba wa terpandang satu makhluk yang sangat marvellous wa cakap lu.
Itu MALEK!
Waa.... muka banyak licin!

Ekspressi sangat tenang walaupun dihantui musuh-musuh didalam dan diluar selimut! haha.

Badan manyak tough woo.. Walopun duduk di penjara 5 tahun, serupa lepak itu True Fitness jugak. Macam Abang Long Dil cakap. hahaha. Sekiranya jalan bersama rase sangat selamat juge.

Apabila berlawan,, sangat style. Penuh gaya mutu dan keunggulan.. wooohh.. hati wa sudah jatuh. Gedebuk!

Tapi wa kutip balik loh.. hhehe.

Double kick, flying kick,,selambe... Buat mata wa rase bersinar-sinar sekiranye dilindungi sebegini woo.. ^_^

**photo credit DanialMalek

And last but not least.. sayang mama loh.. sangat menyentuh perasaan. Lu punya penyesalan sangat ikhlas. Wa boleh rasa ooww.. hiks!

Hahaa.. Malek. Lu bikin wa cair loh.. Tapi lu tak real bro.. Mimpi la haku.. hahaha

tengok gamba je pon jadilah.. hahaha

**weh dah! dah! laki orang tu.. :P

peace,yow!

Father's Day..

2011-06-21T10:29:00.004+08:00

Last Sunday was Father's Day..
My father passed away when I was 11. So, I got no one to wish. Owh,, yeah I forgot. I did wish my stepfather.. huhu. But it's not the same right? Anyways,, I want to thank Allah for His bless.. Giving me the opportunity for 11 years of my life feeling the love of my late dad Abu Samah bin Md sidek. I used to call him Abah. My Abah was a policeman. A detective to be exact. He's strict but to me, he's relevant in making exception. I was his "anak emas" (sorry adik2 ku) hehe.. I still remember if he went outstation for work, I will get the most "buah tangan" when he came home. I'll get almost whatever the things that I want from him. Haa.. about the exception, he will never ever buy me a Barbie doll. But thanks to him,, I grew up to be who I am today. Some of the toys that I remember is a bulldozer, a samurai sword and... a mini computer! hehe. My brother is only 2 years younger than me. Maybe that's why we got the same toys. So that we got the similarity. I think my late dad doesn't want me to be a girly girl either. That's why he got no objection when I asked his permission to join the Tae Kwon Do when I was 7 in MGS Klang.

I loved riding motorcycles with Abah. I prefer that than the car. I don't know.. It makes me feel free.. :)
My Abah is the best. He's very responsible and understanding. He used to be the breadwinner of the family. And my mom would always be the superwife and supermom. hehe. When I was 9, I asked Abah for a rollerblade. An in-line skate. Then he asked me to get either 1st, 2nd or 3rd place in the class. Then only he'll buy. But I end up getting 6th. But still I got straight A's. Budak kelas I pandai2 sangat la.. Susah nak dapat no. 1. Then Abah made an exception,, as I always hope. I still got the rollerblade cuz I got all A's! hehehe.

But that's all jz memories.. Now he's gone.. I always miss him. He left us when I was 11. I pray that Allah will always bless him and semoga Abah ditempatkan dikalangan orang beriman.. I pray that one day I'll find a life partner macam Abah. Amin..

Bored.. -- after midnight

2011-06-18T02:13:00.001+08:00

I'm so bored

I got nothing interesting to do

All I can think of is daydreaming

Tho it's midnight already

Midnight???

I KNOW!

Let's sing AFTER MIDNIGHT by YUNA!

After midnight I shall kidnap you from the world
And I'll keep you in my room
Hush now my love and hold my hand
After midnight I shall take you to a place
Where no one else should know of
Hush now my love and hold my hand

You are exactly where you supposed to be
And if they come for you
They would have to find me

Stay
Keep me awake
Keep me amazed
Only for today
Keep me dazed
My love is yours only

After midnight
I shall stay awake
And if you chose to close your eyes now
Hush now my love
I'll watch you sleep

You are exactly where you supposed to be
And if they come for you
They would have to find me

Stay
Keep me awake
Keep me amazed
Only for today
Keep me dazed
My love is yours only

NICE GUYS FINISH LAST

2011-06-06T19:55:00.006+08:00

Here's another video of my all time favourite youtuber, Ryan Higa. I'm like "awww..." while watching the ending part. hehe

To me there's nobody else can beat Ryan's sense of humor. I've been watching his videos since 2009.. he's the best. If only I can meet him... Aren't there any Malaysian version of Ryan Higa people?

I'd like to meet! Or maybe I've alrady met??? (^_^)*

Demi Masa

2011-05-31T20:07:00.005+08:00

"Demi masa sesungguhnya manusia kerugian

Melainkan yang beriman dan beramal soleh

Demi masa sesungguhnya manusia kerugian

Melainkan nasehat kepada kebenaran dan kesabaran"

this is some of the lyrics dalam lagu Demi Masa by Raihan. Dengar lagu ni buat aku pikir 88kali. Am I doing the best that I could selama aku hidup nih.. Jawapan die... mmg tak la kan. If not banyak gila dah achievements yang aku dapat selama 26 tahun hidup. Tapi,, It's never too late for anything. or some people said "better late than never". True indeed. As a muslim, kite tak baik menyesal dengan ape yang berlaku. I mean bukan la tak menyesal dan terus buat kesalahan. Maksudnye if things happen not the way we want it to be, in stead of menyesal, kite redha je dan betulkan kesilapan.

So, untuk panduan I'm gonna state 5PERKARA penting yang kalau kite ingat sentiasa Insyaallah "Cemerlang di dunia Sejahtera di akhirat" Chewah, cam motto skolah aku lak.. hehe.

Sabda Rasullullah S.A.W bermaksud "Rebutlah peluang 5 perkara sebelum dtg 5 perkara yg lain, iaitu :

MUDA sebelum TUA,

SIHAT sebelum SAKIT,

KAYA sebelum MISKIN,

LAPANG sebelum SEMPIT (sibuk),

HIDUP sebelum MATI"

Ingat mengingatkan sesame kite ye.. aku pon bukan bagos sangat tapi berusaha to be better.. caiyok! hehehe!!

peace. luv :)

Senyum.. :-)

2011-05-29T23:36:00.001+08:00

hehe.. ni bukan saye. ni my lil' cousin Syasya mase umur 6 tahun

Senyum seindah suria yang membawa cahaya

Senyumlah dari hati duniamu berseri

Senyum umpama titian dalam kehidupan

Kau tersenyum ku tersenyum kemesraan meguntum

Senyum kepada semua

Senyumanmu amatlah berharga

Senyum membahagiakan

Dengan senyuman terjalinlah ikatan...

**haha. saje je teringat lagu zaman kecik2. mase aku darjah satu dulu cikgu TaeKwonDo aku cakap aku senyum macam 'sunshine'. hehe. tu je.. ;)

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! :)

2011-05-08T10:30:00.006+08:00

Salam..

Today is a day of celebration to all mothers in the world.. Including my beloved momma, Puan Ruzaidah Sulaiman. :) I just want her to know that I love her with all my heart and thanks for all the love and sacrifices that she had done..

daughter + mother

luv u till the end.. :)

Berusaha, FAIZURA!

2011-05-04T15:26:00.008+08:00

ngan boifren sambilan.. hihik

Hari ni 4th May.. Esok besday Najem.

Takde ape yg penting pon nak cakap.. Jz.. Aku da penat.

Senang cite cemni la..

Made a wrong turn, Once or twice

Dug my way out, Blood and fire
Bad decisions, That's alright
Welcome to my silly life

Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss "no way, it's all good", It didn't slow me down
Mistaken, Always second guessing
Under estimated, Look, I'm still around

Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like your less than Fuckin' perfect.
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing
You're fuckin' perfect to me.

You're so mean,
When you talk, About yourself, You are wrong.
Change the voices, In your head
Make them like you Instead.

So complicated,
Look happy, You'll make it!
Filled with so much hatred
Such a tired game.
It's enough, I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same.

-taken from Fuckin' Perfect by P!NK

Ade aku kesah ke beb ko nak wat ape pon?? Yang penting aku nak move on. Go on with my life. You take care of yourself k. Aku doakan yg terbaik. Jangan kacau aku lagi. Grow up n be a man. It's over and I've had enough. I've given you so many chances. Yes, manusia tak perfect tp everyone has their own limit. Don't force me. Thanks for all these years.. Masa untuk FOCUS!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! :)

2011-04-23T10:24:00.004+08:00

Today is my birthday.. ehem.

I went back to my hometown yesterday to spend my birth-day with my family.. hehe. Tau tak pe my mom made for me..? Ni diaa,,,,, 3 biji kek!! Not any ordinary cake but MOIST cake u'ols!!

Nyam nyam... I forgot to take the pic after my mom put the topping.. but jz imagine la ek.. moist choc cake with melting choc topping.. slurrrrp!! Orang2 tertentu je dpt makan kek ni hokey.. hehe.

super moist choc cake

strawberry moist cake..

choc cake! :)

And also.. my mom bought me a justin-bieber-coloured shirt (purple laa). hehe. nanti i tangkap gamba wearing it.. I loike it very mucho!! Thanks mak! :)

On this birthday.. I asked all my bffs and friend who called me to sing Happy Birthday song.. alah, tak ramai pon. 4 orang saje. Last yang call pukul 10.47am. huhu. thanks hehe :)

hurm.. my stepdad catched some fish today.. talapia merah n keli. my mom buat masak sambal. nyam nyam. She's the best cook in the world!! ni gamba ikan. I tolong tabur garam jek.. hehe

well, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me.. May Allah bless whatever I do.. Jadi orang yg lebih bertaqwa, sabar and gigih.. Semoga I'll get whatever I want.. yang penting bebas utang.. Berdikari.. And mampu jadi contoh untuk sume orang.. :) Insyaallah..

(bleh tak wish utk diri sendiri? hihik :P)

p/s: ade je wishlist tapi nanti la reveal.. hehe

Tragedy

2011-03-15T18:06:00.006+08:00

PERGILAH AYU.. - The Fabulous Cats

Kosong hidupku tanpamu
Cermin ku membayang bayanganmu
Pameran kasih ku layu
Tiada dirimu tiada untukku

Tinggalkan ku dalam anganmu
Sakitku mencintaimu
Deritaku merinduimu
Lemah hati menginginkanmu

Kau hilang terus kau menyepi
Tewasku bila ku ketahui
~~Berita kau sudah berpunya~~
Hancur hatiku
Berkeping-keping jadinya

Hilangku bukan kerana cinta
Hilangku bukan untuk menyeksa
Bagiku semua tiada berharga
Biarku telan semua derita

Pergilah kau pergi dariku
Biarku ku jalani hidup tanpamu
Tiada cinta dan kasihmu
Meski hati merelai

Mati hariku di kotak sepi
~~Di situ kau mula mahu mengenalinya~~
Langkahku songsang telah ku sedari
Semula ku hias kau jauh dah pergi
Putus komunikasi kau elakkan diri
Ku mencari jalan kembali kau mahu terus pergi
Ku ingatkan kau memori kau tutupkan telinga
Nyata tiada kita tiada jalan penyambungnya
Ya Allah maha pemurah dan maha pencipta
Terima kasih atas pertemuan antara aku dan dia
Jika nyata bukan dia pemilik tulang rusukku
Kikiskanlah pesonanya dari kedua mata
Dengan segala kelebihan dan kekurangan yang ada
~~Bahagiakanlah mereka berdua ku doakannya~~
PadaMu ku pohon sucikanlah hatiku
Sehinga dapat melaksana kehendak dan rencanaMu
Amin

Pergilah pergilah ayu
Jangan kau
Hiraukan tentang diriku
Pergi kau pergi kau ayu
Ku anggapkan ini satu tragedi

Kau hapuskan semua yang kita bina
Kau hancurkan harapku
Untuk hidup bahagia bersamamu

Berkali kau bersumpah untuk berubah
Tapi janji kosongmu
Tak sudah-sudah
Entah sampai bila
Kau lepaskan saja aku

Pergilah kau pergi dariku
Biar ku jalani hidup tanpamu
Tiada cinta dan kasihmu
Meski hati merelai

Pergilah pergilah ayu
Jangan kau
Hiraukan tentang diriku
Pergilah pergilah sayang
Biarkan ku begini

Loads of LOVE :) I like!

2011-03-10T17:54:00.007+08:00

pose ala konon2 cun. hehehe

with dearie Missa Anna & an unknown car

Hi, there..

I would like to say thanks to all my BFFs, phamily, friends and foes who had directly or indirectly support me over my "zaman kegelapan". HUhu.. I am more than happy now. And also, *you know who you are*.. thanks a lot.. for understanding. I'll pray for your success, I promise! Well, Last Friday. . Missa Anna came down from Kedah. She got stuff to do but of course she did a thang for me too.. Thanks for being here.. really appreciate it. I wish you were here most of the time.. I fetch her from the Bukit Jalil Bus Station at 5.30 a.m. (yaahhh with the help of someone ;) ) and took her to my house. After resting awhile.. we went to Rawang,, then Jalan Conlay,, then Effa took us to Mont Kiara.. Yelah,, ko nak sangat gi Solaris kan?? So, there we dine at Meatworks yang mahal gile nak mampos.. thanks to korang.. harapkan aku yang pokai ni memang nang hado la aku nak makan situ yerr.. The steak was da'bomb. Mujur aku tak order cuz 2 plates = 3 orang makan pon mengah nak mati habiskan.

happy belated-lated birthday Cik Ana..

Ana & Effa & da' place..

burberry twins ngehehe

Later that nite we meet Fakhzan.. and watched a midnight movie "I am Number Four" at Cineleisure (e@curve).. Wow.. such a great movie.. I bet they will have a sequel and guess what,, I'll be starring the movie. Call me ,, Number Five! (Fai laa..oi!) hahaha. Number Six pakai motor Ducati 848 kan? tapi aku nanti pakai Ducati 696. hahahaha. I like berangan! But seriously.. that movie was awesome!! Go watch it!!

the cast that nite :)

after the movie.. toilet time! haha

Then,, we went for mamak.. after 45 mins.. aku da tak tahan.. so aku pon mempersilakan diri tido dalam kete.. wahaha.. zzzzz... korang sambung la gossips..

That nite.. Ana & Effa pon sleepover @ my house.. krohh.. krohh.. bangun lambat.. and.. I had to go to Seremban.. my luvly ex-classmate cum personal ustazah, Nisaa' got maried... After we siap2,, they drop me at KTM Serdang.. bye bye Ana.. Mish u.. sob.. sob..

the next day,,, ni keje korang ye.. Hai Hatta! hehehe. Bleh la tempah baju barang 1, 2 nanti ye.. wee! :)

**** NEXT UP : Pillow talk with fella PPG-mate, Buttercup & Bubbles..

~xoxo~

Shorty's had enough!

2011-03-03T10:33:00.009+08:00

Hola,peeps..

I am at my hometown in Kuala Pilah now.. Arrived on Tuesday.. saje cuti2 nak release tension. I luv traveling on weekdays.. tak ramai orang. Well,, petang ni dah nak balik KL.. xcukup sbenanye cuti ni but, I have to cuz tomorrow my dear best fren cum ex-roomate, Ana is coming from Kedah.. Spending the weekend here. :) Missed her so much. These few days we've been texting and calling almost all the time.. Thanks to her, willing to hear my silly stories and issues dat I'm dealing with right now.. It's good to have best friends around you when you're down.. Not forgetting my dear cousin Farah, bestie Ain and super bestie Najem. All of them gave different views on my situation. It's good cuz I can mix it all up and come up with a better idea and solutions.. I love you all, guys.. With all my heart.. muah! An also,, my beloved mom.. Aku balik kampung ni ko ingat dapat pampered by her ke? naah.. kene bebel. which is quite good also. Watching my siblings faces.. Coincidently my little bro pon balik kg sbb nak amik road tax baru dia. So.. we're complete..

I was mad at myself tho.. cuz I've been a stupid and ignorant sister/daughter all of these times.. Why can't I see it? I was too dumb. That was what love did to u when u are so naive.. I probably won't allow my kids in the future to involve in this stupid thing in such a young age. Not without my supervision. Where are all my dreams went? That's it. I've had enough.. From now on I'm gonna focus only on myself. Family is a priority. I'm gonna spend more time with my girlfriends.. get some new hobbies (well, pool alone is not enough) and search for myself. Thinking of getting a new rollerblade. Putrajaya is quite a good place to live tho. Many cyclists and skaters. It's not too late I reckon. Better late than never,, kan?

What I need is.. more new friends, maybe. Those who have the same interest with me. We could rock each other's worlds.. kan? :)

how I missed my Big Phamily vacation...

~Luv&Peace&Luv&Peace& Hug.Hug.Hug. and Higa. teehee!~

INTERNET.. tenet!

2011-01-17T17:23:00.009+08:00

Greetings!

Haih,,, ari ni nak bebel sket. Korang tau x internet zaman sekarang sangat2 IMPORTANTE!!! Aku cume ade connection kat umah je pakai P1 wimax. Aku xminat broadband n tak sign up for any data plan on my cellphone. Jadi???? Saya menggunakan sepenuhnye kemudahan wifi di restoran2 terkemuka dan juga mamak2 yang up to date. hehehe. Tapi kan,, bile aku gi jumpe client or menunggu anybody kat tempat yang takde wifi alangkah hazabnye! My time is precious you know! Kalo menanti tanpa pengisian sangat la busannye! At the moment aku takde plak beli buku baru utk dibaca.. so.... yeah.. itu lah die. I NEED INTERNET CONNECTION WHEREVER I GO!! The reason I did not use broadband is because the connections are slow on some place and it's mahal dan ade limit!. I like P1. kat area umah aku bleh tahan laju. tapi ade gak la buffer kadang2.

So,, aku tgh usha unifi by TM but the prob is,, die bleh pakai kat umah je. It's a bit pricey but it's damn laju! I loike! Another one is YES 4G broadband. Laju dan bleh diguna ketika tengah bergerak laju e.g dalam kete kat highway or dalam ERL train. I loike laju. Tapi tak penah try n nak tgk dlu feedback existing user macam ne. Aku malas betol kalo dah sign up but then service sucks. Nanti naik darah,, dah susah aku nak kene gi spital.

Solutions yang ade skang is lepak tempat ade wifi la ye encik2 dan tuan2. Since aku ni suke explore n suke survey dulu b4 buying.. I'll take my time.. Lagi pon ade beberape bulan lagi contract P1 nak abes. Banyak ringgit ko nak bayar bil internet sana sini?? Baik aku bagi duit kat mak aku... ;)

Any ideas or testimony leh la share ngan aku kat sini ek. Comment je kat sini ha.. Tenkiu! :)

I WANT...

2011-01-13T21:21:00.005+08:00

an ipod shuffle!

price : about RM 179

colour : pink of course

hehe. saje je..

Hobi Baru Pertama !!!

2011-01-06T09:35:00.009+08:00

Kelmarin aku pegi OldTown Cyberjaya ngan Ain. Kat sana jumpe lagi sorang member.
Macam biase kami minum2... Pastu kawan kami ajak main pool. Bapak ah,, aku dah bertahun tak main bende alah ni. In fact dulu main snooker, bukan pool. Tapi same je la kan?? huhu.

1st shot mmg awkward gile. pas 5 6 kali tuh ok la.. hahaha.

tak yah nampak mata ek.. mystery ~~guitar man~~ sket. ;P

For Ain,, this is new to her.. klakar gile nak ajar die aim the cue ball. Tangan die comel. Tak macam tangan aku yang umpama kerja-turap-tar-jalan. hahahahaho! Anyway.. she managed gak masukkan bola-bola api itu ke dalam lobang. Well done, bebeh!

wahaha Ain. Gamba aku tak yah la heh. hehe!

dan semenjak itu,, kamilah pelanggan setia pool OldTown Cyber. ngehehehehehehehehheehe. Ade bran?? "Pool is Cool" cewah!

010111

2011-01-01T01:45:00.010+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!!

Best of year people! In the late December of 2010,,, there are few things happened that makes me feel good about this new year. Whatever.. but if I want things to change, I myself have to change first! So,,, here goes...

1. RESOLUTION : nothing in particular.. I want to be a better person. In every single aspects..

2. MONEY : oHH... I so wanna settle all my debts!

3. RELATIONSHIP : We'll see..

4. FAMILY : More bonding... more vacation.. :)

5. SPIRITUAL : zen..zen.. huhu.

How I start my new year? Kenduri doa selamat kat rumah Maklong.. :)

Well,, a lot of things I had in mind. Ingat tahun ni nak tambah hobi baru. apakah? Tak tau lagi. I'll figure it out.. If ade bende baru yang best, aku bgtau k ;)

Tahun ni gak nak kompol duit lebih. Ingat by end of year ade la dalam RM100k gitu savings.. yayy! Tahun ni nak raya ngan kete baru.. kete ape ek? hmm.. nanti la pikir. Owh,, and tahun ni semoga aku berjaya kurangkan and buang bad habit iaitu 'bertangguh' . heheheheeee..

Mau lebih HAPPY!!! Y(^_^)Y

Dah nak abes...

2010-12-30T19:39:00.003+08:00

it's christmas at Mid V.

It's coming to the end of the year.. Esok last day 2010.

Not really a good year for me honestly. Not enough.
Tapi I've got the idea on how to make better in 2011.
Since aku ni tak suke jadi kuli, I'll keep on doing what I'm doing.
Business is not easy, but if u failed already,, it would become easier isn't it?
Time to do a check ups. On who really wants to excel in my team and who's not.
Challenge confirm ade. Find the solutions. Not bailing out. It's a shame don't you think?
Well.. I promised myself to blog more next year.
Tomorrow I'll be planning on next year's. The 1st weekend of 2011 will be starting with spending times at Port Dickson with my beloved team, Geng Bas Sekolah :)
will update on that. bubbye!

A night with Nurul Ain

2010-12-23T14:27:00.008+08:00

Last night I went out with my old pal Ain. We were friends since we were 13. Not a planned outing. To Alamanda je pon.. But we had a good time. Sorting out a lot of messy issues. Hers and mine. Initial plan was to lepak kat jambatan. You know, Putrajaya has a lot of jambatan kan. But turned out lepak kat Starbucks je. Uhu.. Manage to influenced her to get Starbucks's 2011 planner haha. She's too choosy! Pegi bookstore sana sini cari planner tak berkenan. Huh! I'm happy for her that she got a new offer from a better company early next year. U go girl! 2011 we promised ourselves to spend more time together. Going places. On March we planned a vacation to an Island somewhere in Terengganu :p . With Najem and the other girls.. Well, they ajak us actually. Why not kan? Huhu I like!

padan muka diet ko... huhu!

pose illusi optik. buhuu!

Gosh, I really need to shed those kilos! Demmit!

Already Gone

2010-12-21T15:24:00.005+08:00

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have work out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
But someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone
Ahhh already gone, already gone, already gone
Ahhh already gone, already gone, already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

Anda Memang Layak Berjaya!

2010-12-06T13:00:00.009+08:00

4th December, 2009.

Park Avenue Hotel, Sungai Petani.

Kedah.

Salam.

On 2nd Dec, I went to Kedah to meet my biz partners. To be specific it was at Sungai Petani. Took a bus at Bukit Jalil, departed at 1.30 pm and arrived at 7.30 pm. Tiqah fetch me and drove straightaway to Alor Setar. We have a meeting there at ZRB II. Hosted by Paksu Asmizar. meet Ana there. Awesome schmowsome la orang Kedah. High-spirited masing2. After the meeting ended, we went back to SP.

The next day.. we started the activities.. Meet a few partners and clients.. else.. jalan2 la. =)

Tapi yang paling seronok is.. we got to attend Irfan Khairi the Internet Millionaire's event the next day! yayy! I didn't expect this and it seems like langkah kanan la cuz this is the last event for this year and it happen in SP while I'm there! =))

**For those who didn't know.. Irfan Khairi adalah graduan Sarjana Muda Multimedia Design dari Staffordshire University, United Kingdom. Menjadi jutawan melalui perniagaan internet pada umur 25 tahun. For more info, click HERE

I luv being lucky! lalala~

the freebies!

Abang Long!

Cik Ana bergambar ngan gambar otai-otai. hehe

jadilah, kan.

oh.. i look.. heavy.

curi-curi snap. hehe.

Owkeyy,, meh I share sket ape yg kotorang dapat kat seminar tu.. Basically Irfan Khairi (IK) bagi tips tentang macam mane nak make money melalui internet. No no no bukan scam ok. BERNIAGA. So,, untuk tentukan ape yang kite nak niagakan,,

1. Check dengan Google dulu. Ape yang paling orang cari dalam Google. Be it produk, servis or e-book. Bende yang xperlu keluar modal tinggi sangat. Bila kita nagakan bende yang orang selalu cari, senang nak tarik traffic pegi kat page/website kita.

2. Give good service. In terms of kemudahan membeli dan buat pembayaran. Contohnye via Paypal, Online Banking or Credit Cards. Then penghantaran produk pon kene la cepat dan accurate. Bila orang suka ngan servis kita, orang akan keep on coming.

3. Iklan. Very-very important. Kalau barang bagus, servis bagus, tapi orang xtau pon xguna gak. So, servis iklan kat website banyak.. ade yang free, ade yang berbayar. Korang google je "Free Ads" kalau nak tau lebih. Kalau yang berbayar plak korang bleh mintak khidmat blogger terkenal untuk promo or Paid Ads Service..

Setel semua tu,, berniagalah dengan jujur dan ikhlas. dan juga berdedikasi. Bear in mind yang bisnes pada peringkat awal agak sukar. Sebab belom ramai orang tau. As time goes by,, when more people knew about your great business,, things will get smoother. Yang penting, DON'T GIVE UP!!! ok!

Peace out and GOOD LUCK -- to you and me :)

MAHA 2010 punya cerita

2010-12-03T12:56:00.013+08:00

Pada 1 Disember yang lepas,, dalam pukul 9 pagi gitu.. My mom called me.

My mom : Kakak, mak nak pegi MAHA dengan Cik Ita. Tapi skang mak kat Pilah lagi ni.

me : Oh, ok jugak. Nanti mak tunggu la kat mane2. Akak datang.

My mom : ok, kang dah nak kuar tol mak call.

me : Alreite!

lebih kurang camtu la.. then dalam pukul 12 I tunggu mak I kat Petronas UPM. Then I called her.

me : mak kat mane? akak dah sampe kat Petronas UPM.

My mom : mak dah sampai ni. tadi mak ikut LEKAS, tak lalu situ. Konvoi 2 kete ni, malas nak benti2. Datang sini tros la.

me : ok..

so, I pon drive la..sampe MAEPS. FYI, I xpenah pegi MAHA. And I did not expect it could be that HUGE!!!! Bercinta ar cari parking. Dahla panas terik.. Nasib ade payung. Parking jauuuhhh then kene jalan kaki. Bayangkan after sejam lebih baru jumpe my mom!! Gupenye kene tukar 3 tramp (macam bas kat zoo) baru sampe kat dia cuz MAHA ade byk section.. Dat tyme saya rasa macam nak mengamuk pon ade. Aduh.. kesian my mom n me.. ;(

Dah tu, kitorang pon makan dulu.. lapar tu,, mengembara tengah panas. dah pukul 4 lebih macam tu hujan plak.. Nasib tgh dok dalam booth yg inside khemah.. Dalam pukul 5pm I pon nak balik la.. cuz dat nyte nak gi Kedah.. U know how long it takes daripada lepas salam my mom nak ke kereta semula? 1 HOUR OKAYY!!! Sampe kat 1 section tu, bleh naik bas tractor utk ke parking. Beratur panjang nak mati. huh, xsanggup tunggu. I'd rather walk then wait. And you know what? Kasut I jahanam! And more? Kaki I melecet! And moore?? Nak kuar tu jammed gila! 1/2 jam baru jumpe jalan besar.

saye. emak saye.

rombongan dari Kuala Pilah. hehe.

saye. sofea.

saye. walking in the rain..

my jahanam-ed wedges.

Okay, I'm not posting to talk about ape ade kat MAHA. U already know.. But the moral of my story is.. Kalau nak pegi MAHA next time.. :

1. Bawak payung - untuk hujan or panas

2. Wear flip flops saje (like my mom did) - you'll never melecet in it & kalau hujan, xperlu ragu2 kasut basah.

3. Pegi lah naik motor je. X payah risau / buang masa nak parking.

4. Jangan pegi sorang2 cuz kalo mood turns down, xde sape nak entertain :)

5. Next time haku nak jadi VIP. Nak berkenalan la dgn Pengerusi MAHA supaye bleh naik buggy je. (dat tyme, haku tgk muka org2 yg naik buggy tuh cam bangga gila cuz xpyh penat2, sesak2, naik tramp. dem)

6. Xpayah pegi langsung. hahaha!

jauh ni ha kene jalan :(

besar ni ha kali dgn 10 utk cari my mom :((

sesak cemni ha kene naik tramp :(((

sesak cemni gak naik bende alah ni nak gi ke parking.
dats y I walked.

pics courtesy of : idristalu.blogspot.com, papagomo.com, baikpunyer.com & ilahmasakanku.blogspot.com

sekian. time kasih. pis!

Changes...

2010-11-19T13:35:00.004+08:00

A lot of things happened in my life within 4 years of after-graduate life. I've worked, resigned, start a business.. fall.. up again.. stumble.. and now in a middle of doing something big. Insyaallah,, I will succeed. But along that journey, there are so many things occured and I've also met lots of people who walked in and out of my life. Some stayed friends. Some don't. At first, I felt awkward.. Is that how they treat friends?? Tapi lama-lama... dah paham dah. It's part of life-cycle. Not everybody are like you.. who keeps a relationship. Alright. Everytime I succeed doing something or failed, I learn. Time by time.. I realize that people have patterns. As you get wiser, you'll know how to differentiate people even at first met. You know, honest people, angry people, stupid one, gedik one, the one you can rely on, the one you think you can rely on but actually not.. It's hard to put to words but I just know..

So, what to do when you met a new friend? Well.. EXPECT the UNEXPECTED. At least 10 times of talking to them will brightened up your thoughts of who they really are to you. And never ever prejudge or judge somebody through the eyes of a third party. No-no. Even the third party is the one who's very very close to you. Believe in yourself. I don't just believe, I have FAITH in me. That is very important ya boys and girls...

So, as a guidance.. or to be easy with it, jz be sincere. Cuz that way you'll feel better. Whether good or bad things happen to you, you can handle it. As my favourite quote goes.. "Things happen for a reason.." jz take the positive side of it.. Thank You.

p/s : stay away from me if you bring no good to me. Peace.

Bulan Oktober, Bulan Bahasa.

2010-10-25T16:54:00.006+08:00

Cam berat jek tajuk entri kali ni ek. Xdelah,, sebenarnye ni ade kene mengene dengan projek aku sekarang.. Menyebarkan pengetahuan tentang kepentingan IT dalam pembangunan pendidikan. Cewah...!

Perasan tak saya menggunakan Bahasa Melayu sepenuhnya? hehe. Ini kerana bulan ini adalah Bulan Bahasa.. Kenalah cakap Bahasa Melayu 100% kan? Tau tak pada 5 Oktober lepas, Pelancaran Bulan Bahasa Kebangsaan 2010 diadakan di Stadium Perak, Ipoh. Majlis itu juga mendapat kerjasama Program Score A tau! ;)

So, inilah rupe posternye. Dirasmikan oleh YAB Tan Sri Muhyiddin Yassin.. Iklan kat Billboard dah naik. Salah satu nye ade kat Kota Damansara. Saye akan upload later. Putra LRT pon ade gak. Gambar dari facebook kawan memang ade tapi tak syok la. Saya akan snap sendiri nanti (kenelah bertapa kat stesen LRT) hehe.

Memandangkan program Score A dapat sokongan penuh kerajaan, saya harap misi Score A "1 Rumah 1 Portal" tercapai.. Amin.. :)

p/s: I sound silly when I blog in Malay.. hehe!

Sweet DREAMS...

2010-10-20T13:31:00.004+08:00

Do you HAVE a DREAM?
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What kind of dream?
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NO, not wet dream lah. This is something we call as IMPIAN.
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get the idea?

I don't know about you but impian for me is a BIG word. Since I was small, I always have dream of being a rich person someday. Not just rich but famous too. nak tau ape yg saye nak jadi to be rich & famous? Jadi artis! yes, celebrity. Poyo je kan. Dulu mase kecik2 saye suke nyanyi atas katil, assuming that it is pentas and pegang sikat. mikrofon lah tu.. So, as time goes by,, as I grew up.. my thoughts changes. tak nak jadi artis. tak best. I want to be an entrepreneur.. but what kind of entrepreneur? maybe a restaurant owner.. or a spa owner.. common kan? tapi time tu takde exposure.. itu je lah yg terfikir.. Target akan untung at least 10k per month by umur 30. bukak cawangan lain,,, tambah lagi untung... rasenye mesti best. Then, hujung taun lepas, dapat offer pegi kursus keusahawanan francais. Happy sangat sebab igatkan mimpi bakal jadi kenyataan.. Kursus total lbh kurang 3 minggu spent. Blaja buat paperwork.. determine the right place.. macam2 la. But then bile tgk modal....... T_T sedih.. Tak dapat full loan. Kene backup 10-30%. kalau modal RM250,000. kene ready at least RM25k. Mane la gue nak korek duit? Igt senang ke nak buat pinjaman? So,, I backed off...

After a while.. I found out about something yg much more better than that. Capital less than 10k, no fixed liability, no premise, no employee.. Senang! And program based on Online Education which is in right now.. Now is the time to SMILE.... cos dah tau arah tuju hidup.. ;)

Saya Sangat Happy !!

2010-08-05T04:39:00.020+08:00

Aku skang tengah lepak kat umah Ana kat Pendang, Kedah. Urusan? Bisnes. Mind your own business! hehhee.. Jam dah pukul 4.41 pagi.. tapi aku tak ngantuk lagi.. meby sbb tadi minum nescafe kat Yasmeen Alor Setaq. Tadi ade preview Score A kat INSPIN. First time aku jejakkan kaki ke sane lepas 3 bulan dapat request dari biz partner... Aku biasenye jarang nak gi luar dari KL/Selangor/n9 lama2. Xselesa n rase jauh sangat ngan phamily. dats y aku xnak belajar oversea. heh heh heh...konon!

BTW,, happy sangat sbb dapat tengok perkembangan biz partners.. Yela,, datang jauh2 ni, feeling die xsama cam wat biz kat KL. More to rase pentingkan diorang dari diri sendiri. I'm doing my best.. Allah will help me do the rest.. InsyaAllah.. Kenal ramai kawan baru. Especially side team. Seronok noo,, sharing. Xde la serabut sangat.. 2 -3 hari ni gila sket. Hopefully tunang aku memahami cuz aku mmg xde mood skang..
" Aku memang begitu...
Tetap seperti dahulu...

Terlalu menyayangi dirimuuuuuu,,,,,,,,"

Iklan sket lagu Yuna... huhu. I need some space k.. Gimme a break for a while.. In order to joli-joli shopping Raya,, kene keje keras sket. Baru best!

Hurmmmm,,,,, aku ingat nak gi Langkawi ari Jumaat nih. nak jenguk Kak Manje sambil pra-joli sebab aku xpenah gi Langkawi. Kesiann kan? Cuti2 Malaysia la dulu.. Taun depan bleh la gi umrah,, pastu gi Ostolia,, pastu gi London. Yeah!!

Anyway,,, biz partners kat Kedah memang superb! tabik lah! banyak gak yang 5 figures income earners even tho jauh dari HQ KL. I reallyyyy love my biz. Ceq xtau la kalo ceq teghuih keja dulu,, apa dah jadi kat ceq. ceq xpenah putuih harapan nak jadi kaya,, walopun penah gagal.. ceq tau Tuhan tu nak tunjuk yang ada benda lebih baik menanti kita. Biz ni potong zakat kat income every month. Ada syariah compliance lagi.. Memang kena la kat hati ceq. Ceq harap sapa2 yang buat biz ni success noo.. Semoga adik2 suma bleh pandai.. pandai lagi dari ceq..

Semoga hari esok lebih baik dari semalam. Semoga bulan ni income ceq pon cecah 5 angka.. Amin...

Selamat malam, Malaysia...... ;)

I don't know....

2010-08-01T21:13:00.005+08:00

Life is fair when U thought about it that way..... and vice versa. but how can I stand it if the same damn thing happen over and over again.. ape la aku merepek. Memang banyak dugaannye kalo nak senang. ikot ko lah ko nak handle it macam ne. Aku wish aku bleh handle sorang tapi I'm not an angel.. huuuuuu.... Thank God Ana datang umah.. ade gak orang nak listen aku. PERGI LAH, NEGATIVITY!!!!!!!

Ok, i'm done.

Aku ade rase nak Myvi pink tuh.. Masaalahnye..............
Susah.. wat mase skang nih.... huk huk..

aku 1st time tengok kete ni kat SMIDEX KLCC dalam bulan 5 0r 6 aritu..mmg jatuh hati. tapi tak la jatuh sangat.. tapi as time goes by.. suke sangat pulak.. ah! ape2 jelah!!

esok nak gi Kedah. Business matters. Gi ngan Ana n maybe gi Langkawi jap. Jumpe Kak Manje n tgk anak 2nd die, Zaffran.

Akak.. I miss U..

Dah la. Chow dulu. Peace!

Phy's Big Phamily Gathering

2010-07-27T18:51:00.005+08:00

Last Friday, my big family had a gathering at Regency Tanjung Tuan Hotel at Port Dickson, N9. This is our first gathering after my grandmother passed away. It's kinda therapy for us.. She's gone.. but we had to move on.. So,, on 24th of July 2010 we booked an apartment for 2 days. I arrived a bit late that afternoon cuz I have some work to do in KL. Drove alone to Seremban to fetch my cousin, went to Giant and bought some floats and goggles for the kids,, I mean little cousins. Owh,, I love the feeling! Haven't been this excited for a vacation in such along tyme!! My fiance wasn't coming.. He got stuff to do at Malacca. That evening, all of us hat our great time at the hotel's swimming pool. Such a bonding activity.. :) Then we went to the beach dan main "tanam-tanam" dalam pasir.. hehe.

*to be continued. internet lembap.

The day I lost my only grandmother..

2010-07-21T22:46:00.004+08:00

Hmmm.... nak start macam ne..

Got a bad news.. my grandmother whom I lived with since my dad passed away had passed away too on 6/7/10 ago.... She suffered from heart problem that caused kidney & pancreas failure.. aku gilir2 jaga uwan since arwah masuk hospital. Admitted on Sunday 28th July, since day once her condition does not show any sign of improvement.. On Thursday, I accompanied her to Hospital Seremban for CT scan, that was my first time riding in ambulance and trust me, you'll hate it. So, for about 2 weeks I stayed at kampung. Took care of her, and after she died I stayed for tahlil n yasin plak. So,,,,, miss her. I hope for those out there, take care of your health and your family's health. Cuz over a week staying at hospital I saw a lot of things and its really hurting to see your loved ones undergo a painful treatment.. TRUST ME!!!!

Al-fatihah untuk arwah uwan.. Pasah binti Asul... T_T

Another Youtube Fave

2010-06-23T22:29:00.004+08:00

**underconstruction.. :)

KONSERT AURA UNGU 2010

2010-05-23T18:12:00.002+08:00

Shontelle - Impossible

2010-05-23T16:16:00.004+08:00

Kamek sukak ini lagu!!

i remember years ago
someone told me i should take
caution when it comes to love
i did, i did
and you were strong and i was not
my illusion, my mistake
i was careless, i forgot
i did
and now when all is done
there is nothing to say
you have gone and so effortlessly
you have won
you can go ahead tell them

tell them all i know now
shout it from the roof top
write it on the sky love
all we had is gone now
tell them i was happy
and my heart is broken
all my scars are open
tell them what i hoped would be
impossible, impossible
impossible, impossible

falling out of love is hard
falling for betrayal is worst
broken trust and broken hearts
i know, i know
thinking all you need is there
building faith on love is worst
empty promises will wear
i know (i know)
and know when all is gone
there is nothing to say
and if you're done with embarrassing me
on your own you can go ahead tell them

tell them all i know now
shout it from the roof top
write it on the sky love
all we had is gone now
tell them i was happy
and my heart is broken
all my scars are open
tell them what i hoped would be

impossible, impossible
impossible, impossible
impossible, impossible
impossible, impossible
impossible, impossible

ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

i remember years ago
someone told me i should take
caution when it comes to love
i did

tell them all i know now
shout it from the roof top
write it on the sky love
all we had is gone now
tell them i was happy (i was happy)
and my heart is broken
all my scars are open
tell them what i hoped would be
impossible, impossible
impossible, impossible
impossible, impossible
impossible, impossible
impossible, impossible

i remember years ago
someone told me i should take
caution when it comes to love
i did

Saya busy...

2010-04-05T22:20:00.002+08:00

mmg leceh jadi employee..
sabar2..
ade manyak mende nak share. tp tak sempat la.
ni pon g cc je..
ade mende sedey.. gumbire,.. suka suki.. dan....
jeng jeng jeng.. finally yours truly . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . (???)
apakah? tunggu.................................... hehehe

pape pon al-fatihah buat arwah Din Beramboi.. miss his lawak..

and Ana.... "Don't Speak!" huhuhu. Dun forget about us... T_T

One da dapat masa nti, I'm gonna update pjg gila!!!!

go CHELSEA!!!! (tibe2, hehe!)

Sore throat.. ehem!

2010-03-19T17:14:00.004+08:00

Aiyo...

I got MC for yesterday and today. Cuz I lost my voice. cannot speak lah.. sore throat. Camne nak cakap ngan customer..? Baru je on Wednesday tu berjaya buat Sale dgn jayanye, Thursday saket sudah,,, Semoge Allah ampunkan lah dosa2 kecil saye ye.. Amin..

Last week I went back to my hometown. A friend of my mom wants know about Score A Portal. Said she wanna but for her kids... So I went and see her. She bought 1 set. I am so HAPPY!!! hehe.
On my way back to KL, X.fm played "Kau Yang Punya" Live version. Sedap gila beb!! that I got goosebumps!!!... I told my Sham about it and he downloaded it for me. Yayy!! But the problem is, I can't get it out of my head sudah.. Everynite mau dengar..

So many things happened, but it's hard for me to sort it out here.. Maybe later. Plus, battery lappy ni dah tggal ckit. I'm online at Jusco Arena. No plug to charge..

To be continued...

Imma Be

2010-03-05T22:49:00.002+08:00

be what? A housewife really....!!!

No idea,,, but miss blogging. No new pics to share. But I have something in mind that disturebed my sleep every night.. WHY?????????????????????????????? I can't believe it either that this kinda feeling do exist...

Hmmm.. I just wanna watch Alice in Wonderland.. or perhaps be Alice.. in my own wonderland............................. T_T

btw, my dear Sham got into accident last Saturday... I'm damn worried!!!! Luckily it's not so bad. But it happen in the middle of Jalan Tun Razak tho.. I don't wanna loose him.. Plz God protect him.. n me.. n mi familia.. Amin.

...BRAIN-FREEZED...

2010-02-27T13:55:00.005+08:00

Halo.. Good Morning.

I am at Najem's house.
I feel a little bit blurr.. not because I am at her house.
I feel glad seeing her.
I just think that..
I think I miss my office.
Yep, I cannnot believe it either.
I used to hate working.
But I think I don't look at my new job as working.
Maybe I look at it as a place to crack myself.
Do u know what I did the most on working hours?
It's the thing I love to do the most.
Laugh.
Yes, I laugh almost all the time.
Az, the trainer is the best.
She made me feel like don't wanna end the training session.
And my colleagues, they rock!
They made me feel like weekend is not the awaiting moment anymore.
Why la????
Why should I suffer like this?
I wanna go to work!!!!
ha.ha.ha.ha.
What happened to Faizura???

it's a mystery you have to unfold...

btw, tonight there'll be a reunion for my school batch at Gold Coast.. Sepang ye.
i don't feel excited.
I've been affected with a disease. Boring disease.
Help me find the cure...

S.O.S!!! S.O.S!!!

saya..

2010-02-23T13:43:00.002+08:00

It's complicated la.. Tp best. Life oh life.. Ooh.. life.. Oh life..

Du du dud dud du..

Coming soon.. nak tgk x?

I WANT THAT!! I WANT!!!

2010-02-10T16:58:00.008+08:00

Have you ever crave for something yang tersangat la mahal macam impossible nak beli? I have. In fact many many times okey. hee. This past few days, I've acted like a mad woman stalking on somebody yg juga almost impossible untuk didekati. But yet, "IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHIING". hehe. (i'm working on it.. working on it..) But that's not the point. The other day, I was passing by Auto Bavaria Bukit Bintang, then I saw MINI punye showroom dah tutup? Por ke? bungkuss kah? pindah kot.. positif..positive.. I remembered last year I did test drive a MINI Cooper S from that showroom. Alone. Hehe.. saya sukak.. Berangan is not a crime, kan. In fact on 2008 pon I did test drive kat Sapura Auto punye showroom. Siap makan-makan sbb diorang ade open house Raya lagi. Sedap..! ade satay, soto.. EDEN kot yang cater...Besh2.. Anyways, driving around KL.. Buat muke ~~poyo~~ bangge because Mini cars they don't put big giant sticker that says "TEST DRIVE UNIT". Huhu. But that time I'm still using henpon zaman batu, so didn't manage to snap any picture..

I've liked so many other cars before. Celica, Smart forfour, Rx-8 just to name a few. But when I step on Cooper S's pedal, vroooommm!! I still remember the location.. in front of The Royale Chulan.. The road is quite straight, no cars and I just pecut! Marvellous! Fantastic!!my God! the sound just melt my jantung and saliva dripping.. Felt like saying "can u jz give this car to me as a present.. T_T" to the Sales Exec.. buhuhuuu...

tapi.. back to reality.. people who deserve those kind of cars is people who work hard.. Who made an extra effort la in life.. In KL, it's not hard to find nice ride.. And everytime I saw a Mini Cooper S, jantung berdegup kencang and kegeraman meningkat.. Owh,,, Cooper S, come to mama! Will I be able to drive you this raya? ;P

i totally, totally love the interior!

**psst! agak2 orang yang pakai Hummer tu pandang tak girl yang pakai Mini Cooper S? hehehe.

(^_^) Y

Valentine??

2010-02-07T15:45:00.006+08:00

Saturday, 6 Feb 2009.

8.35 a.m.

Baru lepas baca GLAM Feb issue. Thinking what to eat for breakfast today..
This month, the magz covered more on LOVE. Yep, it’s because of the Valentine celebration maybe. I’ve never and will not celebrate it tho. Tak semua cerita tentang cinta dalam tu yang indah2. There’s a story about a woman yang kene divorce on 14th Feb jugak. Talak tiga!! What’s worse is, time tu depa 1 family gathered to celebrate Valentine tu le. Reason divorce? Si husband tak tahan bini dok membebel hari2 and suke mengungkit. On that day kire si wife dah over the limit la kot. Hmm…. Kesian + iktibar ye puan2..

Part yang best plak, ade ucapan2 celebrities about CINTA. (aku geli la plak when mention about love in malay, sorry!) One of it was by Vanida Imran and Rashidi Ishak. I like them. Depa tak terlalu menonjol/ menunjuk2 and ade ‘class’. I’ve met them during a Movie Premiere before. Cerita Akhirat. (tau ke?) I was on a task that time and the couple arrived quite late cuz they jz got back from their holiday trip hadiah menang Sehati Berdansa dulu.. btw, here’s their quote..

“Komunikasi sangat penting dalam institusi perkahwinan. Daripada komunikasi kita belajar tentang percaya. Itulah bumbu perkahwinan.” – Vanida Imran. (don’t ask me what bumbu is!)
**betul beb, communication is very very important. Xkesah la camne cara nye pon. U must know what I feel!
“Kali pertama bertentang mata, hati terus berbunga, dunia sekeliling terhenti. She is the one! Setelah dua minggu berpacaran, terus ikat tali pertunangan. Vanida adalah separuh nyawa saya.” –Rashidi Ishak
(co cweet :p but gelik skett)

Tapi aku rase those words are nicer in English kot. Korang translate la sendiri. They are married, so it’s fine with me. Aku tak bleh blah kalo pasangan bercinta yang bagi love quote. Uwekk!! Coba korang bace EH! magz bulan ni. You’ll know what I mean. Anyways, Aku ni memang mengalami masalah kegelian/kemeluatan if I read those kind of quote. To me, love thingy is best kept to yourself, or between you and your partner la. Mostly in Facebook la aku bace. Everytime there’s this kind of status, I will ~~puke~~ mengeluh. Come on la, “do I really need to read this?????” cakap dalam hati. So aku pon tros ‘hide’ diorang. As if other people tak penah rase plak ape yang ko rase tuh.. Mind you.. I am almost 6 years in a relationship. With the same person. We’re kinda like BENCINTA nye type la.. hu! Penah been cheated, but at the end, Best Woman Win la oi.. haha! But me never cheat.. no no no.. We’ve been all lovey-dovey, (poyo sket) and we’ve been through hell also. Like, the hellest hell,ok! Ape yang aku learnt after all? BE MODERATE. Jangan sayang sangat, but jangan la kuang asam sangat.

To be frank, he’s the pain in the ass. But I guess I am too. Hehe. That’s what complete each other la kan. He’s not perfect. I won’t puji2 him to other people but what I’m thankful for is, he accepted me, the way I am. Aku tatau la kot orang lain boleh tahan tak ngan perangai aku nih, degil nak mampos, kasar, pemalas kadang2 and suka buli orang. Ape lagi .. mulut jahat dan juga kurang kesabaran. Tapi aku ringan mulut jugak.. Ringan je mulut nak memaki kalo orang buat taik. Haha! Amik ko. Dapat gf macam aku.. padan muke. Tapi apsal die stay? Haa.. tanye la die. Aku pon tak tau. Ape2 pon, aku takde la nak kecoh sangat hal relationship neh.. Ade jodoh, ade lah. Hopefully will last till the end kan. Sume keje Tuhan.. I know and will always remember that everything in this world, are borrowed from Allah. EVERYTHING!! Your health, wealth, family, loved one, ability, life, joy & happiness… So kalo dah name nye pinjam, boleh diambil balik lah kan.

I've lost my father when I was little. So, I guess nothing else is more painful than that. Ape2 pon aku harap aku kuat and tabah la dengan whatever obstacles akan datang. This message is for everyone. Just remember Allah all the time whether you’re happy or sad. When you have someone to love, appreciate them. But don’t brag about it. At least to me (cuz it makes me sick!!) And same goes if you lost someone. Just think that they came with God’s will and they go with the same reason too. What's most important is you yourself and how you’re going to cherish your life regardless what happened. Jangan suke sangat, jangan sedih sangat, dan yang penting, JANGAN POYO SANGAT!!!!! Chow!

Peace (^_^)Y

Hmm...

2010-02-01T23:33:00.001+08:00

Malasnye nk update!!

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Healthy Tips 101

2010-01-26T11:14:00.020+08:00

Me & a few friends are having our own "the Biggest Loser" challenge..

Hehe. Well, the challenge is, we have to lose at least 10kg before 1/4/10.

It started early this month,,, who participated? owh, should I reveal it here? tak payah kot.. If u guys happen to read this, kot nak ngaku, tulis je la nama anda dalam comment yer..

But the person who ajak me doing this is Datin Niza.. (the tittle is suka2 given one, okay!)

Owh,, this also goes to my dearie cousin Kaklong yg pon sedang 'berperang' dgn lelemaks!

Well.. actually, I wanna share something about how to start your weight loss programme, the traditional way... since haku tak amek ape2 special diet drink or whatever, this is what I did.
(oh, ade cheating sket. aku juz amik Herbalife Tea Mix sbb nak bg kalori burn cpt and metabolism up up. :P !)

1. timbang. hehe. dptkan initial berat b4 start nak kughuih.. (bugil one, ok) timbang pada waktu yg sama kalo bleh. Pagi2 lps mandi is gud.

2. Minum air kosong byk byk byk! 2-3 litres a day. macam aku, 1 litre tea mix, 2 litres air kosong.

3. Repel soft drinks, oily food, and bende2 kalori tinggi la. nasi bleh amik tapi cikit je. lagi bagos sekali sehari. kalo dah biase mkn byk nasi 6 kali sehari ke, kurangkan sikit demii sikit. jgn tros benti. nanti badan terkejut.

**notes : Never ever ever berlapar! make sure jgn sampe perut pedih. if rase nak lapar mkn la bishkut skeping ke, minum milo ke, roti wholemeal skeping ke..

4. EXCERCISE!!!!! Peluh mesti kluar. That is to burn those calories from meal intake tadi. Kenape kite demok, is because intake mknan berkalori is lebih dari pembakaran kalori tu sendiri.. sikit2 lama jadi lemak sana sini situ..

**formula nye senang je Cik Jah,

Org normal :- CALORIES INTAKE = CALORIES BURNT
Org demok :- kene CALORIES INTAKE > CALORIES BURNT

Org cikeding? kira la sendiri..

Secara kesimpulannye gitu lah. Ade lagi byk tips, nanti I share lg ye tawan2..

Hmm.... byk jenis kurus ni. I dun wanna be a cikeding /model type. I wanna be muscular a bit. hehe. mcm superhero.. Igt nak jd macam Powerpuff Girls tapi xsure eksesais mcm ne leh menghasilkan body sebegitu. hehe!

So,,,, corak excercise actually depends on bentuk badan mcm ne yg kamu nak.

Nak mcm Kim Kardashian ka, (wow!)

mcm Rihanna ka, (feewwit!)

or, Paris Hilton. (aiyark!)

As for moi,,,, I like Jessica Alba type. (hehehehhehehehe! :D)

Jessica Biel pon suke jugak tapi takot bakal lagi aku gerun plak nantih. HoHoHo..

Jessica Alba (wuwuwu!)

Jessica Biel (wowsies!)

Okeh? So, this is actually an alternative to those who couldn't afford or tak moh membazir beli diet drinks. Kesimpulannye, we have to exercise!!! No such thing as "tidak perlu bersenam". Not only can loose all the fatty2 bom bom, but it also melancarkan peredaran darah, badan sihat dan kuat serta kulit bleh firm. Wokey,, till then,, see ya!!

(^_^) Y

Pls,, I wanna be a housewife..

2010-01-25T15:04:00.007+08:00

Kemalasan melanda..

Dah pukul 3 but aku blom kuar umah lagi..

Actually pg td dah semangat dah nak g research.. Bangun pagi,, kuar ngan Ana kul 8..

redah jem... After parking, jln kaki pegi Weld, amik moto kat Sham..

Tapi kene patah balik rumah.. sbb jacket tertinggal..

Tapi singgah mapley dulu makan chappati.. Limau suam minum..

Sangat terasa 'bad tudung day' and 'bad make-up day' and 'bad baju day'...

Then dah sampe umah, igt nak tukar baju n trus kluar..

Tapi sakit perut.. so pegi la toilet..

Pastu online jap bukak Facebook.. that was at 11.30 am..

Until now.. aku still kat umah...

PEGI WAT RESEARCH LA, FAIZURA!!!!!!!

HUk~ awok.. keje la rajin2 sampe kaya.. saye nak jadi housewife je.. boleh,kan?

Tapi,, kene own a business dulu.. sbb nak jadi surirumah yang berjaya...

**pls hear me, GOD...

(T_T)Y

Step It Up!

2010-01-22T22:14:00.016+08:00

In conjunction with So You Think You Can Dance season 6, which will be premiered on Astro this 25th, I'd like to share about some of my favourite dance videos from Youtube. Have you heard about the LXD? It stands for "Legion of eXtraordinary Dancers". Formed by Jon M.Chu, the director of "Step Up 2 : The Streets".

Over a year ago, I've been spending most of my "online time" watching dance videos on Youtube. It started with Step Up 2 videos (I've been crazy about that movie after watching it. even until noww!), then Robert Hoffman's videos (oh, he's like the dopest dancer everr!), then Jon Chu's videos..including the one when he challenged Miley and Mandy on the biggest online dance battle. Anyways,, that one basi already. But until now, he's still working on the "Step Up 3 : 3D". He had online-auditioned dancers from all over the world via Youtube to assemble a group of the best dancers and here's a snippets the LXD..

Oh, how I wish my body could be as flexible as them !!

(^_^) Y

MAS "Saya Nak Cuti!!" Dinner UPDATED!!

2010-01-14T17:31:00.003+08:00

Back oredi.. I didn't win anything lor.. :( sad. But it's ok. I get to meet new friends and had a good time. Since it's a new experience for me participating with MAS event, I'll know what to do next time.. Anyways, here's the photo of Brisik Restaurant. Excuse the blurry-ness. Phone camera only, lah..

my hasil kerja tangan on dream holiday destination

credit to Alvin for the pic ;)

So, as I said there are 2 contests held.

1. Best dressed - Guess who won? RedMummy, nokk.. Vogue gila with Thai costume. She won 2tickets to Krabi Island, Thailand. Her dream vacation desination. (jeless! wuwu..)

Redmummy & hubby

tsk.. T_T

2. Battle of the Dream Destination winner - The name is Simon. His presentation was entertaining. I did participate in this battle but my shy-shyness and lost of words made me kalah.. Not to be sad.. I still can participate in the "Saya Nak Cuti!!" blogging contest and the other one is by MAS/Nuffnang. Hope to win the Japan trip!!! yeehaa!

BTW, this is me with my tablemates hehe.. I met them for the 1st time here. Except for Walter.

Walter, Dayana, me, Gadiy & Syaz

**there's a story about this Walter. I told him that he looks familiar but I really can't recall when or where I've met him. He said the same too. I tot it's some kinda dejavu until the next day, Walter asked me if I've ever worked at Symphony for AMEX project. LOL! haah la.. he used to my colleague.. bengong me!

after having our dinner. Deliciousss!

Syaz using his fish-eye lens.

Nice, huh? That guy in red is Alvin.

pics : courtesy of Syaz's & Alvin's Facebook. TQ! ;)

other pics, feast your eyes..

me with Redmummy

with hot mama, Dayana

ngee~

Ayam penyet! yummeh!

With Alicia. Nice kimono!

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Tadaa!

Thursday, 14 Januari 2010
at Pakcu's crib.

Last Tuesday, I spent most of the day lepaking at Old Town, Jalan Ipoh. Facebooking.. facebooking.. then, MAS Travel posted something on FB. They offered 10 passes for the dinner. Easy. Just have to send in self-particulars to their e-mail. I was always fond on participating a contest or invitations, so I did. hehe. Guess what, I got a call this early morning saying that I am invited, baybeh! hehehe! i loike!

What's special about the dinner is, guest are entitled to win all expense paid trip to any destination around Asia. Yeah! As a person who only traveled outside Malaysia just once and that is only to a next-door country, Indonesia, it's a YAYY! There are two ways to find the winners.

1. Best dressed according to the country we choose to go.
2. A 5 minutes Battle of the Dream Destination on why we choose the country and why.

When : 16 / 1 / 2010 , Friday.

Where : BRISIK Restaurant , Palm Square, Jaya One. PJ.

Time : 7.30 pm

Huhu! I am all excited! and I haven't decide yet what to wear ;P

INHALE.. EXHALE..

2010-01-12T15:55:00.001+08:00

New year's spirit still going on strong inside me. Major changes I wanna make is on my weight, my pocket and my daily routine. ngehehe..

So far, I've lost 1.5kg within this year. How? Did it the old fashion way.. Exercise! & control my meal intake.. I've tried taking diet drinks but it doesn't really work on me. I used to be an athlete back in school and I also learned martial arts since I was 7. Tae Kwon Do to be exact. But it's been 5 years I've quitted training. MISS it so much. My 1st instructor was Mr. Leong Yong Wah and his wife, Mrs. Yeap Swee Bee. In secondary, Mrs. Faridah.. So,,, I'm actually a physical person. My weight now is 57.5kg. The heaviest I've weight is 61kg! OMG! that time I looked like a hippopotamus,, hehehe. My cousin n me are trying so hard doing the kickboxing and dance workout. thanks to Kathy Smith and Paula Abdul workout cds. hehe! Feels good to get all sweaty instead of trying to get in shape by not eating or stupid diet. I want to stay healthy. ;-)

That's just something about the weight issue. I'll post more about other stuff later.. Peace out!

haha! ape kene mengene? I like this 2 leng chai!

Girls Need A Day Off..

2010-01-09T14:20:00.002+08:00

me & Ana

Friday. 8 Jan 2010

Lunchtime. Ana suddenly ajak me to Tasik Titiwangsa. Needed some space to clear her mind. So, I teman.. tapi lupe plak nak amik gamba. haha. Chit chatting about this and that.. Then she said she wanna watch a movie. What movie? "tatau la" haha. Off we go to Pavilion. Cerita apa aaa...???

*Merantau Warrior? I don't like..
*Sherlock Holmes? macam ok lah..
*Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus? Menarik..
*Cirque Du Freak : The Vampire Assistant? Menarik jugak..

So, we asked the comel boy at the counter instead.

Kami : "Dik, antara Imaginarium ngan Vampire Assistant mane best?"

Adik GSC : "V.A. la kak. Imaginarium saye xpaham. Die pasal perjanjian ngan syaitan. Saye suggest V.A. la." (sambil senyum2) -chomel la ko dik! haha!

So, we watched V.A. The boy was right.. Xmenyesal tgk. Besh and the lead actor pon chomel. heheh. It's about a boy who turned to into a vampire without his will and finally had to fight with his best friend who caused him to change into a vampire. Paham x? Takpe, pegi tengok sendirik. .hehe.

Congratulations Mardhiah :)

2010-01-07T15:06:00.002+08:00

Thursday, 7 Jan 2010

3.10 pm

It's been a week of 2010. A few friends got married. Here are pictures of Mardhiah's wedding, she's my ex-housemate / junior in school. Congratz babe..

MARDHIAH & Wan Zahir
Dec 19, 2009.
Dewan Besar UMNO Seputeh
Taman Danau Desa

Me with bride's sis, Apitzah

bakal penganten,, Bainun

I went with her.. Cik Ana

I wish you guys All the best and Semoga berbahagia till the end of time :)

What should I do on the 1st day of Jan 2010

2010-01-01T11:30:00.001+08:00

I woke up quite early.. 10am (considered early cuz I slept at 4am. layan internet, ok).
At first, I tot I'm going to do yoga. Jz bought the tutorial cd yesterday ngeh ngeh... But the plan changed. So now, at 11.36am Malaysia time, I'm listing this :

1. Do yoga for 5-10mins
2. Relax and calculate what I've spend yesterday. Then, do budget for the necessities I'm going to buy. Err, is a new pump shoes necessary? ;P
3. Check out my resume
4. Check out the emails of companies that I planned to send the resumes
5. Dress up,eh mandi dulu..
6. Off to Pavilion. ngeh ngeh ngeh

ye.. saye suke merayap

WELCOME 2010..!

2009-12-31T23:03:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum...

Alhamdulillah, I am blessed with a healthy life, family's love and rezeki in this new year.
What's important now is don't ever look back and plan for a better life. I hope I will trust myself more this time, 2010, here I come!!

Jabbawockeez.. dopest crew ever!

2009-12-28T16:22:00.004+08:00

I can't recall really when is the first time I saw them on TV. But I did watch American's Got Talent. Just not sure when. Well,, it's no surprise I discovered them on Youtube. After all, I am the "Youtube Potato" huhu. Jabbawockeez is one a kind dance crew. Besides the uniqueness with the mask, their movements are superbly synchronized and.. and.. I don't know. They made me crazy. Fells like I wanna grab them and beg them to teach me. hehehe. But now they are a big name already. The Champion of the American Best Dance Crew (ABDC) Season 1!! They are just awesome. I wanna feel the awesome-ness,,,, plz... I WANT THAT JABB AWOC KEEZ T-SHIRT!!!!!

owh, Taboo! I heart youuuu!!

wazzuuup...

Behold.. The Red Pill by JBWKZ

Kau Yang Punya

2009-12-09T23:48:00.001+08:00

I'm feeling hhmmm.... :-)

KAU YANG PUNYA
by : Malique feat. Najwa

Chorus:
Jangan kau bimbang sayang
di mana ku berada
dengan siapa ku bersama
jangan bimbang
ku tetap
kau yang punya

Verse 1
Bertukar pandangan, senyum
bersalaman ke sekadar berkawan
dan bila cinta dah mula berputik
ah, tak tidur malam
angan-angan jadi pasangan
dah menjadi kenyataan
yang nyatanya, telah banyak kita harung
adakalanya rasa bebas, kadangkala terkurung
kita pernah berpisah dan kembali
berpisah dan kembali
kembali kerna pengorbananmu kuhargai
hilang separa masa bersama keluarga
teman-teman huru-hara tiada lagi, tata, bye bye
tiada lagi huhu haha
jadi sebagai gantinya lagu ni kau yang punya
yang kau nyanyikan, aku nyanyi juga
tak sempurna, tapi ku kan tetap coba
dan janji-janjimu kujanji juga, yup
kini kau dalam duniaku macam hip hop

Chorus

Verse 2
Kerjayaku memang kejam
punca matamu tak boleh kejam
bermalam, bukan berjam
dimana? dengan siapa kubersama?
berpeluh, bertenaga dengan mic ku berasmara
yang lihat masih menjerit, si genit masih mengenyit
bungkusan dilontar sepuluh digit masih terselit
nah, tidak teruja, mungkin sudah tua
tiada lagi show, kemudian after party
tiada lagi party, kemudian hotel lobi
yang lain masih berpesta
biarkan saja mereka, mereka masih muda
aku ditelefon kalau tak disisimu
dan kalau dengar suara, itu tv atau lagu
jangan bimbang tiada siapa bersamaku
dan jangan bimbang kalau tiada yang berlaku
nope

Chorus

Verse 3
Satu fakta, dua penipuan
yang pertama kita ambil, dua buang
kenapa mengeluh?
dengar cerita lagi, dah jenuh berkali-kali
komplikasi dalam komunikasi jadi konfrontasi
mulut orang perosak reputasi, pembunuh motivasi
mereka pakar fabrikasi, modifikasi
di depan senyum, belakang dengki
yang cemburu mungkin teman kita sendiri
siapa tahu?
peduli, kita dah semuanya bersama
dah senang bersama, dah susah pun bersama
ketawa bersama, menangis bersama
kubersumpah harap kita mati pun bersama
ke akhirnya

Chorus

Kuhanya punya kau
dan
hip hop

Outro

Kujuga bimbang sayang
di mana kau berada
dengan siapa kau bersama
jangan lupa
kau tetapku yang punya

I'm howling at the New Moon tonite..

2009-12-08T23:52:00.002+08:00

I just got back from watching the movie New Moon. A sequel of the most talk-about vampire movie, Twilight. I remembered last year, Twilight was in the cinema around December. I saw the posters but I don't seem to have interest on it. But after my former housemate, Dee and Nik told me about it, and Nik got me the dvd, and I then watched it, and got crazy about Edward.. (what am i blabbering..)

I NEED A BREAKAWAY...

2009-12-08T11:24:00.000+08:00

Tue, 8 Dec 2009
12:28 am

Today is the 8th day of my course. Feels like my head is loaded with so many information already. And my brain can only be "deflated" after I finished my RP (Rancangan Perniagaan) or Business Plan. Even though initially I'm interested with Daily Fresh, I don't know why after 7E's presentation in Kursus Asas previously, I got hooked. Hmm.. but the capital is way higher than Daily Fresh. Around RM250,000. But InsyaAllah, high capital but high return gak kot. Don't know which 7E I'd want to take over. Area KL or Seremban? Hmm... Seremban kot... But of course I won't sell liquor. Cigarettes also I don't want actually tapi nak wat camne kan, dah mmg sume 7E jual rokok..

Anyways, that's not actually my point. I feel the need of going somewhere. And escapade. Somewhere that has beach.. Hmm.. After 2 weeks of mind-loaded activity, I think I wanna go to Langkawi lah.. BTW, my 'god-sister' pon dah nak beranak 2nd child.. Ke dah beranak malam td? Huhu.. bleh la visit die. And believe it or not, I've NEVER been to Langkawi my entire life! Pity me.. hukhuk~

Well, that's all I can think of by now. Banyak keje neh nak wat. Research on 7E and after lunch got appointment wit 7E's franchising exec. kita bincang2 sket.. And lastly, I'm expecting my 'baby' to come out soon.. Hope everything gonna be fine.. tak macam dulu.. Amin.. Will update about it later-later k.. ;P

p/s : couldn't upload any pics from my mobile cuz cable dia tertinggal kat dalam kelas. (i ponteng pg ni) hehe. rehat otak. Petang ni nak gi tgk NEW MOON.. Yeeha!

Kursus Latihan Intensif Francais Siswazah

2009-12-04T13:54:00.003+08:00

Good day!

I am attending a course - Latihan Intensif Francais Siswazah at Grand Pacific Hotel from 1st until 13th Dec. Almost half a month but I think it's worth it. I learnt a lot this 4 days. Knowing lots of new people from different backgrounds. Some of them I've already met at Kursus Asas Franchise on Oct ago. This course is provided by Permodalan Nasional Berhad (PNS) for diploma / degree graduated who are interested in franchise business. Like Secret Recipe, McD, 7 Eleven, Metro Driving academy and so on. There are hundreds of company to choose from. As for now, I think I'm gonna choose 7E but its not final. I have to do more research on it. I am very thankful I got this opportunity. It's totally FREE and whats best is you get to know people from this industry, PNS ppl, a few consultants and lawyers.

Well, I'm posting this by my phone by the way. Its not so convenient. Gotta go cuz i'm at the cafe. Kat bilik tak dak wifi. I'll continue later. Bye.

A letter to my Baby Ego...

2009-11-24T14:50:00.001+08:00

Dear Baby Ego,

It's been so long I have not ride you freely. Without any observation from your "daddy". Mummy miss you so much. Just as soon as I got you the other day, I ride you to my uncle's house at Klang. To settle a few things then take that chance to give you a bath.. I can't remember when is the last time I shower you but it's been a loong loong time.. It's not that I don't care about you anymore. Your "daddy" tend to be soooo caring and told me that he would take good care of you. Well, I'm dumb enough to keep on believing him all these years. In fact I've been so blind that actually after you are under his 'custody', you became sick oftenly.. Something in your engine had been changed to a new one several times. You've became slower. I can't ride you at 140km/h even in full throttle anymore. What happened to you my dear? I've regretted letting you fall into the hand of unsensitive creature. He surely didn't polish you after bathing, huh baby?? Cause you looked so dull.. I am very sad seeing you like this..

But after I bathe and polish you yesterday, I'm so glad I ride you from Klang to Ukay Perdana with a nicer, healthier you. I overtook all the other ugly motorcycles and it feels like winning a marathon race.. hehe. Don't worry, mummy won't let this happen to you anymore. I'm taking care of you. I'll make sure you'd be in a very good condition before I give birth to your new sister, Baby Myvi.. ;)

my baby... ;)

p/s : to the "daddy". Thanks for taking care of my baby all these while. It's not that I don't appreciate it. Just that, I know nobody could love Baby Ego more than I do..

love,
Mummy Phy

Howling at the New Moon

2009-11-14T09:54:00.002+08:00

The sequel of the best vampire-based movie, New Moon is coming up soon.. After watching the trailer, I can't wait to lay my bum on the cinema couch!

My November..

2009-11-11T18:22:00.001+08:00

Bulan ni I'm too busy. Weekdays wat survey Keselamatan Jalan Raya kat sekolah2 area Keramat then weekend ade je hal. Awal bulan my cousin kawen, last week balik kampung, this week jadi pengapit kat wedding cousin belah lelaki.. huhu.. Bile la nak start bisnes balik.. Hadoi,,

Anyways, I miss my pc n P1 Wimax. Kalau nak compare P1, Streamyx ngan Celcom Broadband, (yg aku penah guna la) P1 is the best. Lom bleh bwk pc n P1 g seremban lg sbb xde coverage so pc tggl kat Sham n P1 kat kaklong.. **tp kan long.. kot ko nak P1 tu amik la. Nuo ade lg 1. hehe..

Bizzy...

2009-10-31T23:56:00.000+08:00

saye mengalami bz-ness yg teramat.. kerana kazen saye kawen... harap maklum.. huk~

COSMOPOLITAN HOT DATE WITH 10 GUYS

2009-10-26T13:16:00.004+08:00

26th Oct 2009, I went to this event with Najem & Aca at Pin Junction, e@curve (Cineleisure). I got a free makeover from Shiseido with the other 9 winners. Each winners were allowed to bring 2 friends. So, there's 30 readers n 10 celebrities.. but unfortunately Remy & Qi couldn't make it.

Well, all the winners and their friends got to draw a name of the 'Hot Guy' to be in their team and I got Fizo Omar!! ngengenge~ He's cool and kind! =) Soo.. we played bowling.. 2 games.. It was fun+laugh+happy+laugh+geram+laugh = BEST GILA!! best of all, i recorded the "drama" scene of Awal & Kamal that evening.. ;)

Fun being with them. ;D

My Team. Aca, me, Fizo Omar & Najem.

with COSMOPOLITAN editor, Kak Izza Safinas.

with other readers.

One of the Lucky Winner, Jue (if i'm not mistaken). comel kan dia.

with Noh.

Glad to be here..

the hotties..

najem & me

with Gambit Saifullah

Kamal Adli & us

with Ashraf Muslim. Sopan jer dia ni. macam pilihan mak mertua.. hehe.

the goodies. plus Cosmopolitan November issue. there's a sample of Aigner So Feminine perfume, Shiseido Maquillage eyeshadow, Shiseido Perfect Rouge Lipstick (luv the colour!), a Shiseido Free Makeover Voucher & Cosmopolitan stick-on note pad with Noh Hujan's signature I took! Luv him dat night!! Sporting gila n entertaining. Betul tak, Cosmo Team? hehe!

SUPER COOLNESS, GUYS! My team's picture was on Berita Harian!!!! (2/11/09)

this pic- courtesy of bharian.com.my

how lucky can we be??

"Pastinya pembaca bertuah yang hadir pada malam itu akan menyimpan momen indah ini dalam dakapan memori hidup mereka."

that is sooo true, luv!

MUCHAS GRACIAS to TEAM COSMO!!!

ICE BOX by OMARION

2009-10-15T15:05:00.003+08:00

click here to watch the video

I started listening to this song after the Jabbawockeez Crew used this song for their performance in ABDC last year. Watched the VC at Youtube and nowww... it's in my Fav.Song list already.
Omarion's dance move was so awesome causing my saliva nearly dripped on the keyboard!!! hehehe!

so, here it is.. "ICE BOX, baby!!" (as Kid Rynen said in ABDC) :D

Fussin' an? fightin', we back at it again
I know that it's my fault but you don't understand
I got memories, this is crazy
You ain't nothin' like the girl I used to know

Good with ma, good with pa, cool with all my friends
I should try to decide, wanna let you in
That means memories and it's crazy
You ain't nothin' like the girl I used to know

Girl, I really wanna work this out 'cause I'm tired of fightin'
And I really hope you still want me the way I want you
I said, I really wanna work this out, yo girl, I'm tryin'
It's no excuse, no excuse

But I got this ice box where my heart used to be
But I got this ice box where my heart used to be
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold

But I got this ice box where my heart used to be
Said I got this ice box where my heart used to be
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold

Why can't I get it right? Just can't let it go
I opened up, she let me down, I won't feel that no more
I got memories, this is crazy
She ain't nothin' like the girl I used to know

Don't mean to take it out on you, baby, but I can't help it
'Cause my heart is in the same ol' condition that baby left it
And I, I apologize for makin' you cry
Look me in my eye and promise you won't do me the same

Girl, I really wanna work this out 'cause I'm tired of fightin'
And I really hope you still want me the way I want you
I said, I really wanna work this out, yo girl, I'm tryin'
It's no excuse, no excuse

But I got this ice box where my heart used to be
I got this ice box where my heart used to be
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold

I got this ice box where my heart used to be
I got this ice box where my heart used to be
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold

I don't wanna be stuck up in this cold, cold world
Don't wanna mess this up, better keep your eye on me, girl
Don't wanna mess this up, better keep your eye on me, girl
Don't wanna mess this up, better keep your eye on me, girl

I don't wanna be stuck up in this cold, cold world
Don't wanna mess this up, better keep your eye on me, girl
Don't wanna mess this up, better keep your eye on me, girl
Don't wanna mess this up, better keep your eye on me, girl

p/s : it has nothing to do with my situation now. I'm on a good mood, okay! Peace!

HEY! SOMEBODY FROM HILO VIEWED MY BLOG!!!

2009-10-14T10:41:00.004+08:00

HEHEHE! Is it anybody related to Ryan Higa or it's him instead? Reply me if it's U!! ngengenge!

ryan higa

**ok, I sound like a freak..

Hari sakit sedunia..

2009-10-13T09:39:00.002+08:00

Today ada 2 org yg tersayang jatuh sakit. In the morning, Kaklong bgtau yg her lil' sister got high fever again and was rushed to hospital. Kene masuk air lagi. But luckily she wasn't admitted. She was during raya ke 3 aritu. Cian Syasya...

Syasya on the 3rd day of Raya

Syasya after discharged

Syasya got her fever during midnight movie, G-Force on the 5th day of Raya. Wo forgot to bring along her medicine.. heheh. terpaksa belikan Kool Fever. Tu la,, org besar nak tengok wayang sebok nak ikot.

p/s: Syasya.. Get well soon Okay.
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Blurr.. nak cepat takot kantoi ngan misi.

And later that night, I was babysitting Shakip & Thalhah and Sham called saying he's having difficulties on breathing. He has asthma & his inhaler doesn't seem to work. So, I drove him to HKL & he was treated with the nebulizer for almost 30 minutes. Thank God nothing serious, he just have to change the inhaler.. :-)

Thalhah & Shakip,, thanks for behaving good. he.

How to deal with it??

2009-10-09T12:46:00.001+08:00

Today will be my last day in KL.. Semua brg akan dibawak ke Seremban either petang ni or pg2 besok.. Xsabar pon ade, sedih pon ade.. Rasenye damai sket kot nanti dok umah sendiri. Tapi mesti aku akan rase sikit tertekan sbb kat Seremban xde Pavi, KLCC ngan BB. Ngeh ngeh.. bole tak? Aku ni kalo teragak nak g tmpat2 gtu, aku siap2 n chow tros. Umah sini Dato' Keramat dekat dalam 10 min leh sampe. Tp kat Seremban... isk isk.. g Jusco S2 je la gamaknye.. Nasib gak S'ban xjauh dr KL.. Oleh kerana itulah aku mengenjoykan diri sepuas2nye jalan2 kat Pavilion, KLCC ngan Mid Valley minggu ni. Tgk wayang pon sampe 2 kali sminggu. Paling gile g MV la ngan Bainun. dari kul 12 sampe la MV tutup. haha! bukan watpe on, jz catch up on each others.. Banyak cite baru die yg aku xtau.. Siap dah tukar bf! hehe. Apppadaa...

Bainun & me

testing 1,2,3 Oakley Frogskin

ngeh ngeh ngeh

Bai took this pic

Rodeng, Abid, me & Sham After watching Tsunami @ Haeundae

p/s: I hate that pose, Mohd Hisham!!

Saya Bosan...

2009-10-04T13:11:00.001+08:00

There's nothing I could do..

*Play Pet Society at Facebook.. Done.

*Chatting.. Not in the mood. DID..

*Clean the house.. Not in the mood.. Done (9/10/09)

*Go window shoppingl.. Lazy.. Done (9/10/9)

*Eat my lunch.. Lazy to go and buy. (but i'm starving.. arrkk..) DONE..

*Play with my sister's fake eyelashes.. Done.

*Update my blog.. it's all in draft and I'm too lazy to upload the Raya pics. HALF DONE..

What will happen to the world if everybody is like me..? The world would shut down.. Somebody help me...

I think I can't wait to move to my old house at Seremban... AND SETTLE EVERYTHING THERE...................................................................................................yes. That's it!

EH.. I'M NOT THAT BAD.. HEHE

Syawal 2009...

2009-10-02T13:20:00.000+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA...

me, ain, adik

me n my bro. ko igt ko Posh Spice posing gitu?

my family, pakcik's n uwan

uwan n aisyah..

aisyah sebok kat dapur

Shopping Alone.. :-(

2009-09-17T02:21:00.001+08:00

I went to Pavilion.

Called some of my friends to accompany me.

But no one is available.

So I just walked.. and see if there'e anything that caught my eyes. But seriously, went shopping alone is not that interesting especially for Raya..

To me, it only works if you are in a depressed mode. Angry or frustrated.. for THAT, going shopping alone is the best therapy for you 'cause NOBODY will disagree with your choices..!

and I was sad..

'till it turns my mood to 'FRUSTRATION'

which stimulates my brain to tell myself that I should start buying something to satisfy my lack of happiness for that moment... !

and the next thing I know..

ngehngehngeh..

I "donated" a few hundreds to Promod, Tangs and Parkson...

and that's not all..

When my boyfriend's back from work, I dragged him to Jalan TAR to help me hold the plastic/paper bags of the stuff that I bought.. Owh,, he's been a good helper..heheh. I have to do the baju raya shopping for my mum coz she couldn't make it to KL 'causseeee she have to take care or my sick granny at kampung. :-(

and this is our "catch"..

Tidak termasuk kotak tv ye..

tenkiu bebeh!

IFTAR RAMADHAN...!

2009-09-16T09:12:00.003+08:00

All rite, I've been helping my mom for the past few weeks at Bazaar Ramadhan.. Got NO TIME at all to surf the net and update my blog! Sooo...today I'm gonna upload all da pictas of me having Iftar with my friendsss!!

Starting with the latest one..

Yesterday: 15/9/2009

Venue : Pizza Hut, Pavilion KL

With : Sham. Rodeng, Abid, Ika, yus, Ijat & Ferra

Lame xjumpe... Saye belanje lah anda. heheh..

I only got this ONE pic. the rest is in Rodeng's camera.

Date : 13/9/2009

Venue : Delifrance, Jusco Seremban2.

With : My Girls.. Najem,Yati, Aca, Salina, Ain..

Yati & Najem

Ain & Salina

Aca & Me

percubaan pertama..

apahal mamat kat blakang tuh? aduss...

free drinks..hehe. time kasih bakal kakak ipar Yati!

We had a great time.. We always did when we were together... I am so thankful we can still hangout even after 7 years leaving school and Aca, she left our school in Form 2, we didn't hear anything from her since that but after SPM, we met her again and we're still good like nothing happened.. She's still the same "gila2" Aca but a lil' bit feminine noww.. guess kitorg yg lain pon same gak.. hehe.

Date : 9/9/2009

Venue : IKEA, Damansara.

With : Salina, Ain and Kak Iza.

999.. I got nothing to do.. so I called Salina. Then She said Ain was at her place and she ajak me to come over. I was bored like hell alone at home so I went there.. We decided to buka puasa at The Curve but don't know which restaurant should should we go.. Lastly,, "Weh, IKEA buffet murah 15 hengget. G sane nak?" We agreed.. I tot the menu is like everyday menu.. With the meatballs, Daim Cake and all.. Rupe2nye.. Simple yo. That day they serve like kampung dishes.. It was OK la. But I like the Milk Pudding.. Nyam nyam.. tambah lemak! hehehehe.. After that we did a lil' shopping. I've always LOVE Ikano's Padini Concept Store.. I dunno why. Like they have more choices than any other PCS. Pavi ka.. Dataran Pahlawan ka..hehehe. Beli 1 polo shirt utk Sham. Rm20 onleyh! I LURVE BARGAINS!!

Mee hoon yg agak nyam2..

Ain, moi, Salina

looking at the cups, guess brape org berbuka?? ngehee~

Slina her dear sis, Kak Iza

Itu lah sahaje program Iftar bersama rakan2.. later I will uplad bout shopping pulok... heehehe. Chow!

**hapdet**

Chasing Pavements by Adele

2009-09-10T23:44:00.001+08:00

My favourite song at the moment..

I've made up my mind, don't need to think it over
If I'm wrong I am right, don't need to look no further
This ain't lust, I know this is love

But if I tell the world, I'll never say enough
'Cause it was not said to you
And that's exactly what I need to do if I'd end up with you

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?

I build myself up and fly around in circles
Wait then as my heart drops and my back begins to tingle
Finally could this be it?

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep on chasing pavements
Should I just keep on chasing pavements?

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?

My First Ramadhan Post

2009-08-27T15:49:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum,,, Happy Ramadhan to all Muslims..

Last 1st Ramadhan, I manage to balik kampung at Kuala Pilah (finally) to break fast with my family. Arrived quite late at about 5pm (promised my mom to be there at 3 hehe). I straight away went to my mom's booth at Bazaar Melang. She sells Soto, Bakso, Mee Jawa and the all time favourite Mee Kari! But at around 7.15 we went back home and berbuka kat rumah saje cuz my step dad is at home. I've promised to myself to loose some weight this fasting month but somehow like everyone else, I CAN'T resist my mom's cooking. Especially the bakso! hehehe! My lil' sister Dayah looked at me and said, "diet la sangatt.." :-P. Sukati la..

Well, we're doing quite well at the bazaar on the first day. 2 orang adikku Bancik n Dayah yang jaga kedai.. My mom sampai lambat sket. Tapi thru my observation, lagi ramai datang membeli at my mom's bile beliau tiba di kedai. hurmm.. So I came up with a plan... (^_^)"

me : Mak, orang lagi ramai datang beli bile mak sampai. Ape kate kite letak gambar mak kat kedai? Nanti kalo adik je jaga pon orang datang beli jugak..
(my mom is well known for her mee kari n mee jawa. she used to have a kedai makan before)

mom : Buat banner la. Macam iklan tu..

me : Ha? Amboiii.. akak nak print je pastu laminate then letak atas meja. Nanti org tau la tu kedai mak.

mom : Ala, banner tu bleh pakai byk kali.

me : Nanti la, bajet takdo..hee.. Pastu kan, kite amik la gamba makanan tu letak atas meja. Baru la org 'tekinyam' pastu beli. heheheheh..

mom : ???

So, these is what I meant actually. But the laminated photos are now with my cousin, Kaklong. Mintak tlg dia buatkan kat ofis dia sbb nak save budget. :-D

SOTO nasi impit + mee hoon

MEE KARI

BAKSO slurrp!

and this is my MOM. he!

I'm a NIGAHIGA Addict!!!

2009-08-21T11:01:00.004+08:00

For the past few months,, I've been addicted to this one fella's channel on youtube. The name is Ryan Higa aka NIGAHIGA. His first video that I watched is the Twilight Parody. That time I'm like watching all videos that connected to Twilight. Twilight Mania period.. Then, after watching a few of Nigahiga's other videos, I got hooked. His videos are hilarious and I can't live a single day without watching 'em. Haaha, he said he luv to make ppl laugh. Well, I love to laugh. That shows we got some kinda connection isn't it? (^_^)* Anyways, he didn't make the videos alone tho. There's a few others like his buddy, Sean Fujiyoshi. Tim Enos, Kyle Chun, and his girlfriend, Tarynn Nago. All of his post got over million views and the most that I know is the Ninja Glare with over 14 million views (at the moment). Whoever like 'em must have been watching it over and over again. Like me, hehehe. He's the 2nd most subscribed channel on Youtube and If I'm not mistaken, he already beat Fred, the no.1 most subscribed. But the result is not official yet. Ryan Higa and his friends are a big name on Youtube already. He and Sean already starred a DVD movie "Ryan ans Sean's not so excellent adventures" featuring Michael Buckley from WHATTHEBUCKSHOW..

Aaaanndd..... these are some of my favourite video of NIGAHIGA and I hope they won't stop making videos ;-)

So tell me, do you like NIGAHIGA too?

TEEHEE!